We all miss him Mary. I know that things still seem so unfair and unjust but we all need to try to go about our lives and try to get used to him not being here with us. We will never forget but I am sure that with time we will find a way to deal with his loss and find something that comforts us in some way. I pray everday that he is happy in heaven with the other little angels and that I will get to hols him again some day. Not anytime soon though. I am sure that Jacob is looking down on all of us and trying to make us feel better. Jami missing Jacob