I just found the rest of your message and I thank you - I want to go to
see someone but that's what I don't understand I can't seem to make
myself get up and go.I can see,feel and want to but ... that's where I
am right now at the but... I've tried making myself and it doesn't seem
to work - I've been to therapy and the therapist keep quitting and I'm
feeling not important because they all keep leaving -This is for all of
the patient's it's a poor system but it's all I can afford - Thank you
again - P.J.
--- In adult_children_of_child_abuse@yahoogroups.com, Kim Foltz
<lists@...> wrote:
>
> Hi Pattijo,
> I am Kim, one of the moderators. I have been thru the abuse as a child
> and into my adult years also. I was in a mentally abusive relationship
> bout 10 years back and it was hard to get out of it and go forward.
> Often we do feel alone and our homes are our sanctuary. I remember
long
> stretches, weeks to months, where I would leave the house only when
> absolutely had to. The only positive advice I can give is that you
> might still need someone that you consider safe to talk with. Someone
> who can help you go into yourself to work on the issues, but also to
see
> that the world CAN be a safe place.
>
> This list is mostly a resource. Because it is a public list and on the
> internet, personal details are not encouraged. Brigitte posts many
> resources, places to contact for information. Please look back through
> the archives and you will find numerous resources.
>
> Your previous post also indicates that you have been through all kinds
> of therapy. Often we "go through" therapy, but do not connect with the
> therapist I would also suggest that you please do find another
> therapist. I know it is hard to do, but it can be done. We often have
> internal strength that we are not aware of. I am sorry I cannot be of
> more help.
>
> Kim
> moderator
>
> pattijo wrote:
> > [:-?] I have gotten out of a mentally abusive relationship and as I
> > look back that was 2 year's ago - I have not been able to jump back
on
> > board like I have so many times before - I feel alone and frozen
even
> > though many are trying to be my friend,I tell them I wouldn't make a
> > good friend right now - I find it hard to do anything even going out
> > side and worse my heart beats really fast just at the thought of
leaving
> > my home - Can anyone give me positive advice ? Thank you for your
time
> > - Pattijo
>
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