After being lazy and sleeping away my days lately, except when I have a doctor's
appointment or a caseworker, I made the dreaded call to a new therapist to see
if they can see me. Receptionist took down some info on me, and the guy
therapist, "TIM", just called back saying he'll see me next Wednesday at 2pm (ET
or NYC time). I was just too lazy and depressed lately and not able to really
concentrate on writing anything.

The cold bug may have hit me too. I am taking the last of the Drixoral's cause
they don't make them any more I don't think cause we don't see it on the store
shelves. It usually helps my colds. I am sore, warm then cold, and chilled. I
guess its from seeing my eye doctor yesterday with a wet scalp. It's been damp
and dreary. That don't help either I guess.

I am not helping mom and dad again clean out my uncle's place. She has to use
the cleaners to clean off the stove and carpets, and with that chemical reaction
to my lungs, it'll really get me sick. So I am staying behind.

When they got home for lunch, mom asked permission to put up Grandma and
Grandpa's wedding photo on the wall...she said would have done it anyway but
thought of my two cents. I guess if you could study my grandfather's picture
you can say I do look like him a tad. I don't know. Everyone said I did look
like him...Maybe if I can find a smaller picture of my grandpa and me I can scan
them again and show you. Until then I guess you and I got to take their word
for it.

Well, I am going to get off again and see what the slamming of the doors is
about...funny they are allowed and I am not. I wouldn't add to the arguing
either if there is an argument going on I don't know about.

Take care and keep warm out there, its dang right chilly out!

Chris



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