had a horrible day. I was to go to a group home to tour it w/o really having
to say yes or no to being moved there. Under my breathe I am saying no way no
how. Even after the tour it is most definitely no way no how. It is exactly I
see it on TV. It seems to cramped for me. There are many other things about it
for me to say no and I have to find them to talk about it.

Anyway, when the case worker and I got home, mom talked to her to give her 2
cents worth, and I went back outside after having a restroom stop, the
caseworker made it clear to me it was this group home or another one she is
taking me in a week or two. No and's, or's, but's about it. I lost it. I'm so
angry with everyone I don't know how to tell them about moving to a group home
is a no go. I got friends may help me if there was a way.

The catch about going to a group home is I have to give up my cellphone. That
is my lifeline!!! If I get rid of it, then I have no life. I feel so threatened
by this. I am in tears and so angry. Hope you understand where I am coming
from. The reason for the tour and move out is all the arguing and whining in
the house with mom and dad. I feel my sister now should explore it to see how
she will like it. She never left home and needs to take the steps of her
freedom like this. To me it is very much uncalled for. As always I am up to
talking to anyone about this huge mess one on one via e-mail. I right now do
not want to give out my cell phone number as I am watching my minutes. Thanks
for your time and patience with this e-mail.

Your friend always;
Chris

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