Just want to give you all a small update. I'm kinda fine today. I woke up
without a headache, but it decided to show up while reading e-mails. I guess
the Cereal I ate did it. There was that or toast to eat. I wish I had ice
cream. Anyway, I am trying "Outlook Express" for e-mails. I thank a sweet
caring lady who I will leave nameless for her sake.

If I get it bounced back some e-mails I will go back to my normal e-mails and
forward it from there as I have been doing last few days.

I had dreams of my and my ex-girlfriend's move to her neighborhood in 2000 at
Christmas. It was an icy day, nothing really happened to us, but we did see an
over turned tractor-trailer on a hillside. No injuries we believe, thank God.
I mention this because it brought a lil tear while I was sleepiing what life was
like before I had to move back home.

I am crying now wishing I had my independence back. Maybe if I was talking to
you back on July 4th, I didn't really care for that Holiday this year. Yeah its
Independence Day, but for those who feel independent.

I wish I had a way to support myself. I don't think I will get enough money to
find an apartment on my own with close enough relations to a grocery outlet like
Wal*Mart. My ex and I had a chance, but they didn't take HUD.

I think I should go and see what dad is up to :(. I be back to forward this if
i have to, you all take care now :)

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