I totally forgot about my appointment with my case manager today. It was to
be in the afternoon but since she has to go far away after my appointment
she rescheduled me about 2 hours ago. She wanted to take me to a social
hall/activity center so I can get out of the house and mingle. That will
also relieve me of stress and my parent's stress. I don't see it happening
though. Those guys/gals were so how do I say it, weird. You thought I was
strange, no offense to you but these folks were like jumping off the walls.
Only one of them agreed to take me a small tour of the place since its only
a basement of a play area, TV room, computer lab, kitchen, library, and a
job resource thing. Yeah I could use some of those skills, but I don't
think I really want that kind of help. I do socialize with you on here,
what more do people want??? I know its stressful with mom and dad think I
am doing nothing but sit here on the computer all day. I can do that over
there, but I seen a sign saying, no access to the Internet. What would I be
doing thing, pulling my hair out??? Yeah they make flyers, newsletters, and
what not, but I can do that here too. I don't know. I think people are
making me look like a hermit or something. I am not a hermit. I feel like
telling everyone that, but how do I say that calmly without crying like I am
now and with out agrevation? I don't know.

After I submit this for your viewing, I gotta go to the local tax office to
tell them I had no income. That be my taxes for the year. I know its not
your business but I thought I would share that. Maybe I can walk around the
school too while mom and dad tells them again that their retired and have
social security and a pension as their income. Mom don't have an income
actually. She' to get some from uncle's estate every few months apparently
since she is of age to take a withdrawal. I wish I had a few pennies of
that estate, but I guess it is being saved for the time when they need it,
after their death. I guess I can respect that.

Well time for me to find lunch or something. I wanted to make pasta a roni,
but by time it cooks up and heats up everyone will be waiting on me to go
with them. I guess it'll be another day's lunch. Yes its a lunch by the
way. I guess I do eat too much for a setting. That's my problem I suppose.
Well talk to you next time. Thanks for listening as always. Take care :).

Chris

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