Let's see. I thank everyone who has taken the time to read my feelings. I
thank my therapist to for trying to let me understand myself. HIs feeling on me
being so restless and bored is possibly the depression. He gave me a list of
things I could do to help me cope. I won't see him now for a week and a half or
Dec. 22. We did many activities to stimulate myself. It worked but gave me a
headache now. I guess its the depression trying to win over me. He even said
my aggetation can be part depression. I told him how critical the family is and
that is one reason I fear doing anything constructive. He don't know my family
but he sees that as a problem. He told me what most of you said, but I am glad
you guys told me and he re-assured it. I didn't doubt you guys. I hate to do
this for myself right now, but I need a nap. I know you can never catch up on
your sleep but I always try anyway.

I thank you again and if you need me please do not be afraid to write me, we're
here together for a reason. :-)

--
Your friend always;
Chris