Hi Bec,
I know how you feel, It's hard to hang on when you feel you can't function in
the
world!!
I was a supervisor and It got to a point where I avoided everyone at all
cost.....
Then I had a breakdown and haven't worked since 2yrs. now.....It's hard but when
I just say
to myself everyday "I CAN BEAT THIS" and I WILL!
Seen the bad and the GOOD and when thing's are rough I just think "I made it
through another day"
"babysteps" I'm taking them now..........:o) (I hope this helps a
little)??????????
Your FRIEND alway's in healing,
Cindy


BecBec212@... wrote:

> In a message dated 10/19/99 6:23:03 PM EST, caryeasy@... writes:
>
> << Hello to ya all,
> Just wanted to see if there are still folks here???
> Hope your all doing well either way!!!!!!!!!:o)
> Love,Cindy >>
>
> I'm here. Been meaning to write and say that I just got back from Hilton
> Head. My friend had to attend a conference there and I just went along for
> the ride. It sure was tough keeping busy while she was in the conference all
> day, but I did manage to get myself out by the pool one day. (We mapped out
> my route the night before.) I get so angry with myself for not being able to
> do as I used to......just several years ago I was able to get myself around,
> drive myself to work, etc. FEAR and SHAME have crippled me so that I cannot
> even function as a normal human being. And I do not even want to function.
> Oh guys, I'm so sorry....didn't mean for this to be a down post. Just
> wanted to say I'm still here and could stand a little company.
> Bec
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