In a message dated 10/19/99 6:23:03 PM EST, caryeasy@... writes:

<< Hello to ya all,
Just wanted to see if there are still folks here???
Hope your all doing well either way!!!!!!!!!:o)
Love,Cindy >>

I'm here. Been meaning to write and say that I just got back from Hilton
Head. My friend had to attend a conference there and I just went along for
the ride. It sure was tough keeping busy while she was in the conference all
day, but I did manage to get myself out by the pool one day. (We mapped out
my route the night before.) I get so angry with myself for not being able to
do as I used to......just several years ago I was able to get myself around,
drive myself to work, etc. FEAR and SHAME have crippled me so that I cannot
even function as a normal human being. And I do not even want to function.
Oh guys, I'm so sorry....didn't mean for this to be a down post. Just
wanted to say I'm still here and could stand a little company.
Bec