Again this debate rages on at the Big Book Study. This is the best place for this discussion since it will not detract from the study.

I count myself among thise who have recovered, not cured as our basic text says because I must maintain my spiritual condition on a daily basis - to stay plugged into that Power which makes it all possible. I am still obligated to give it away as freely as it was given to me. More importantly , however, are the benefits one realizes as a result of this course of action:

My life today is experienced in the virtual absence of fear, concern, worry and the like because I have established a solid relationship with the One who has all power. As an actor in this production called "Life" I allow the Director to run the show - most of the time. The result is the production is a far better performance than if I attempted, as an actor, to run it myself.

I am not concerned that I will be "struck drunk" - that I will brak as shoe lace or slip on a banana peel, fall into a gin mill and begin drinking. The recovered alcoholic does not fall victim to the alcoholic mind - no longer is the mental obsession in charge. That is the major difference - not fighting it, not missing the presence of alcohol nor the sense of ease and comfort it can provide. Instead I miss it as much as gefilte fish or vienna sausage. I am not envious of others who can drink with impunity nor do I envy those who eat vienna sausage. It has been removed and that is the miracle of Alcoholics Anonymous!

Jim - Recovered!