does anybody know why it takes so long to get diagnosed with ms? my
doctors seem to run the same tests over and over. i quess i'm so
tired of it. sometimes i feel like giving up. i feel like i'm going
to live with this pain forever, so i'll just take another painpill
and go on. it's so depressing. i can't go anywhere without wearing a
diaper. i fell at church the other day. i was just standing there
talking to a lady and tripped and fell. it seems everyday there's
going to be something embarassing happen. i've wet myself in public,
i've fallen in public, i've had horrible muscle spasams in public,
the list goes on. for the most part my family is pretty good but they
get aggrevated at me. my husband gets mad because i'm tired all the
time. i try to do all the housework myself because i feel guilty for
setting home all day and him at work and my son at school or some
sort of sport activity. so, i don't ask for help. i have learned to
vaccuum, sweep, dust, and just about any other chore, with my walker.
it's hard, it hurts something awful, and it wears me out. my family
never even asks if they can help they just come in throw everything
down and expect me to pick it up while i'm trying to fix supper. i
don't mean to complain so much but i can't help it. it hurts so bad
to do everything. when i complain my husband says just don't do it,
i'll help later. well later never comes, and he does'nt get up and do
anything, and i can't stand to have my house messed up. then he gets
mad and says all i do is gripe. i've got to wear i don't even like
him very much anymore. in fact i feel that way about alot of people.
what's wrong with me? am i going crazy? someone please help. carol
riley