Well today was horrible on so many levels for me. I'm going to have to go temporarily off the low choline diet for a few days to retest (as I explained before) due to the first test being "compromised" , they should get to my test asap as soon as they receive it (i send it out on monday).

I scribbled a note on my cell phone (not the best notetaking device) while sitting alone in Central Park burning some time before a doctor's appointment this morning. Figured I would share it with some people that might be able to understand and relate:

"As I sit on what ostensibly seems to be a nice day, on a ledge on the edge of Central Park, I glance at the hundreds of people who have passed by. I can't help, but imagine that I would kill to trade places with any one of them. The teens playing ball in the park, even the charity field trips of inner-city kids who couldn't dream of the resources I've had at my disposal, the lover sitting on a park benches, the motivated joggers, the wide-eyed tourists. I'm not sure about the homeless man sleeping under that tree, but the fact that there is doubt about that answer in my mind is symptomatic of how I feel today."

Meh, not exactly Wilde, but it was on a cell phone :)