You have such talent; please don't waste it. Your writing is poetic and you could easily become a freelance writer working from home etc. I used to visit the MSN body odor board and found there are many people with talents like yours. At one time they were putting together an anthology, you could probably submit your writing too. I've been told I have writing talent too and have won numerous writing competitions even though English is my third language. Anyway, please don't be discouraged there's lots of hope and I know you can bring the symptoms under control with the diet and supplementation. I've brought my down significantly since joining this group four years ago. I would love to read more of your writing so please keep sharing.
Mercy.

--- In Trimethylaminuria@yahoogroups.com, "vilenin89" <chickenbhask@...> wrote:
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> Well today was horrible on so many levels for me. I'm going to have to go temporarily off the low choline diet for a few days to retest (as I explained before) due to the first test being "compromised", they should get to my test asap as soon as they receive it (i send it out on monday).
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> I scribbled a note on my cell phone (not the best notetaking device) while sitting alone in Central Park burning some time before a doctor's appointment this morning. Figured I would share it with some people that might be able to understand and relate:
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> "As I sit on what ostensibly seems to be a nice day, on a ledge on the edge of Central Park, I glance at the hundreds of people who have passed by. I can't help, but imagine that I would kill to trade places with any one of them. The teens playing ball in the park, even the charity field trips of inner-city kids who couldn't dream of the resources I've had at my disposal, the lover sitting on a park benches, the motivated joggers, the wide-eyed tourists. I'm not sure about the homeless man sleeping under that tree, but the fact that there is doubt about that answer in my mind is symptomatic of how I feel today."
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> Meh, not exactly Wilde, but it was on a cell phone :)
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