I heard from my son about a month ago. He is now living in a house, and tells me
he is really happy now.
So I am happy for him also.
He didn't tell me but, he said we, so I assume he is living with his partner
now.
As long as he is happy, that is all I ever wanted for him.
I will never agree to his gay life style but, he is the only one that can live
his life as he sees fit.
I miss him very much, and wish he lived near me. But, I can also understand that
he had to get away from family to find himself, and feel excepted by others.
Where he lives, the gays are excepted more. So life goes on.
I fail the first week in this month, and hurt my right arm and hand, shoulder
also. So been trying to get that better. And just two days ago I started to
really feel like normal. I couldn't use my hand or arm hardly at all. So I know
prayers and God is why I am better today. I can't afford the MRI they wanted to
do on me, and the therapy. No insurance still. And don't know when we can get
that again. So used a walk in clinic to get looked at. It wasn't real bad but,
it was money I really didn't have. But, I am getting better, and that is what is
most important.
I think God allowed this to happen to me for a reason. To know how others,
mainly the elderly feel when they have fallen. I promised God I'd start
checking in on a lady that lives near me, when I am well enough to go and take
care of her, and help her out. She don't have family in state here. So it
happend for a reason I say. So my heart will understand what they go through. I
am planning on when I am well, to help the elderly more.
We learn so much in life, if we only listen to the whispers in life. And not
become angry from events in our lives that happen.
I have learned to love the gay also. Altho I don't approve of it, I still except
them because, we are all human and all mess up, and feel what we feel for
reasons.
You know, if we all just live one day at a time, like the song says, maybe we
wouldn't be so depressed, fearful of the future, etc..
You know it's better to not worry, like my Momma did as far back as I could
remember, she worried enough for the whole family. And it rubbed off on me. So
one day at a time is what I am trying to learn to live now. And love, love,
love. And each person, even the ones that look so angry, I smile at them, not
exspecting a smile back. Who knows if my smile will lighten their heart just a
bit.
Well, you all are not forgotten, just been busy, and out of order. But, I'm
back. Y'all are in my daily prayers as always.

Love a friend in Jesus,
Angel