Glad you held God's hand through it all.
Isn't God awesome?
Your daughter and her partner will respect you more for standing your ground.
Your daughter knew the rules growing up in your home, and it still stands for
being gay also. Your daughter still loves you for keeping the respect in your
home, I'm sure.
You know I'm not gay but, sometimes I pat, rub or put my hand on my friends arm,
shoulder, etc..
It bothers you even more when your daughter does that to her partner. As it does
bother me more when my son does it to his partner, or vice versa because, we
know that they are gay. If they weren't, it wouldn't bother us. Just something
that I think will heal with time.
I couldn't deal with the every week, or day of seeing my son with his partner
also. That is to be expected. It still hurts, and some of us can't ever deal
with it; we just tolerate it, try to keep our mouths shut and try to love as
much as possible. That to is so normal to feel.
And if you ever cry around them. I'll tell you what my precious son told me:
It's okay Momma, if you cry, because I might cry also. You see, we still love
each other as we always have. And my son hurts also because he doesn't want to
be gay. He has fought it for so long and he feels so bad for being gay because
he never wanted to hurt me. But I can't change him; only God can. He begged God
to make him not be gay, and it never happened. So only God knows why he is still
gay. I just keep praying for him and his partner. Maybe one day, God will free
both their soul's of this sin that the devil trapped them into. And I pray that
for every gay person in this world. You know it's hard for them also when you
don't want to be gay, and it just won't go away.
Just love them both as much as you can. And with time, and God's help, it will
be okay. Not saying it will be perfect, but it will be okay.
God will hold your hand, and even put you into His arms and cradle you when it
gets too much for you to handle. Trust God; He knows you more then you can ever
know yourself.
I will keep you in my prayers because, I do know how much it hurts, and how hard
it is for you because, it still hurts me, and is still hard for me. But God
cradles me a lot also. And that is what gets me through it all.

Hugs, Love in Jesus Christ,
Angel