I am trying to change my ways, trying to become a better person.
Maybe that is what God wants from me.
All the pictures I took of my son and his partner, did not turn out.
Everyone had a glow come in from the outdoors, and reflected into
their pictures. So I guess God wants my son to give me a picture in
stead of them both.
I asked my son at our Christmas get together for a picture of them
both to hang on our wall. I was so dang shocked to even hear those
words come out of my mouth. I couldn't believe I even asked. But, I
asked God to help me say the right words, and do the right things. So
I guess God wanted me to ask
I hugged my son's partner many times during the time they was here,
and that totally shocked me also. I did things I didn't know I was
going to do. God surly was in it all.
I told my son since he choose this partner, that he will be, and is
part of our family now. I am not speaking for the rest of the family.
I am speaking for myself. I have to love his partner no matter what.
Because, this is what Jesus wants me to do, I do feel now.
It's still hard, and it still hurts but, God is opening my eye's so
much. And I still cry, and I still ask why but, I have got to grow up
myself and say, well nothing I can do to change my son's heart, or
his partners. So I execpt what I can not change,and do the best with
all the sorrows, and pains, and testing times that I can. And try my
best to be happy, and to keep peace in our family.
I told my daddy before the party, Daddy you are not to say, or to do
anything to hurt my son, or his partner. NOTHING is to be said to
either of them to hurt them. They are invited to the party, and will
be respected as they are. And my daddy told me, well it's your house,
and you can do what ever you want to do. I told him, yes it is my
home, and I will invited them both, and except them both into my home
as family.
So it was done. I feel better for doing it. Still not use to the
ideal but, I love my son that much, I would except him as he is, and
his partner.
So stepping into God's arms, and letting God take over is what I have
done. And I'm not saying it's not hard, it kills me inside but, I got
to do what is right. So that's what I am doing.
I even asked to meet my son's partner's mother. She even sent me an
angel because, she found out I love angels.
So I will write as my thoughts,and feels arise within me. Thanks to
everyone for all your prayers. And know I also pray for each and
everyone of you.
Love all of you in Jesus.

Angel (Frances) God Bless Everyone Of You!