I guess we are too quite in here. My last message was rejected
because no one approved it. So a note was sent to me, with my letter
to let me know.
I will try a different letter now.
So hope it gets read this time, if not good therapy for me.

We got through the Christmas holiday's fine.
My son, and his partner came, and I did like his partner.
I prayed a lot before they got here. For God to direct me, and my
ways, and what I said.
I found myself hugging his partner as soon as he intered our house. I
even asked for a picture to hang on the wall of both of them. His
partner's mother even sent me an angel, since she found out I love
angels. I even told his partner, I wanted to meet his mother someday.
I could see in his eye's he was totally shocked at all of my
reactions toward them both.
I figured since I love my son much, I need to just except what I can
not change. And get on with my life, and stop greeving over it all.
What else can I do? What I was doing was making me a very ill woman.
So stressed out. So I got to grow up some. Don't mean I except the
gay part. Means I can't change it. It's not my life, and it's not for
me to change.
My son wrote me later, and told me some things about himself that
worried me. But, he told me he had changed, and was on the right
track now. So keep praying for him. He sure does need it.
I need prayer also. I hurt the back of my neck Christmas day. And it
is kinda numb, burns, stings, and hurts. I can't get in to see a
doctor until the 23rd.
Thanks for being my Christian friends here.
Love,
Angel