bah
for some reason last night keeps replaying back in my head. Me and
some friends were going to a karaoke bar, which isnt the part that
bothered me. It was before we went when I was waiting with my friend's
G/f and her friend for my friend (her b/f) to get there. There were a
couple of other people there at first and things were fine. Then they
had to go pick up a friend from somewhere to come with us and I was
left alone with the two previously mentioned. Well I just clammed up.
I said maybe a couple of jokes about me going to art school and a
stereotypical artist on tv. Other than that though I didn't say one
word. I had been doing pretty good for a while before last night.
Infact the night before I went out with friends from school and some
others I didn't know to a bar and it wasn't that bad. Infact I felt
like I was looking at myself when I was younger when I saw my friend's
brother who just sat there the whole night quiet like I used to do all
the time and then bam, I do the same thing with the two ladies. Once
we got to the karaoke bar though I was a little better. I guess It's
more when its a really small crowd now that I still don't do as well
conversationally. just so frustrating
anyway thanks for reading this