it has been about or even slightly more than that since i found and
learnt reiki...
a lot of changes...a lot... a lot!
it's good! all for good!.
i couldn't feel it at first and it started flowing and sometimes it
didn't...
i also hated and was annoyed by grounding as i can't imagine roots or
whatever growing from my feet!

so i stopped or rather gave up trying to heal myself as in setting
aside time to purposefully force myself to heal...and to ground...

i gave up... i surrendered to reiki... i didn't think about it, i
didn't think about what it should do where it should go...
and it flowed...it started flowing... it started flowing
randomly...whenever wherever...

it flowed when i was sleeping... when i was sitting down relaxed...
or when i am in the lecture theatre listening to a useless boring
lecture and sleeping!... or when i'm in the bus sitting or even when
standing!...or even when i am playing vigourously!... or even when i
am attracted to and excited by beautiful girls!... it basically
started to flow whenever whereever randomly...
and i never stop it! and i never interfere with it!
i never ground or force myself to think of roots growing or
whatever...

i just surrendered to reiki and trusted it... like it's a part of
me... like beathing!... do u ever follow your breathing? like force
urself to breathe? no i bealieve. it's natural... and if u try to
force it... u may not breathe well!... the air will not flow!

just like that... reiki too... if u force...it won't or can't flow
properly!... just let it go... it's is natural... it happens by
itself and best when it's let to happen naturally... just like
breathing...

this is what i learnt... and i have forgotten reiki... but it flows!
that's the way to get it flowing... i've forgotten breathing!... it
just happens!... automatically!... likewise is reiki!...

i don't know if i am old enough to say this to u... i'm 17 years
old... but this is what i feel.
i think it's very true...

just let it flow... just let it...

and thankyou!... i suddenly found reiki and learnt it last year...
suddenly suddenly... suddenly! out of nowhere!

thankyou!

vignesh.