Dear Joy
thanks for you
thanks that you are here for me
today I was cleaning the loundry,
I have done it very well
but I was doing it compulsively
there is always fear anybody I do
I don't know why
maybe that I wouldn't do it good and I will be punished
maybe that it has to be done very quickly because there is so many things that I have to control
I just read the book "From Survival to Recovery" for adult children of alcoholics
it's true that my childhood was like this: how to survive?
all the suffer from the childhood like this is inmaginable
that's good that you are here
thanks
Dorota
thanks for you
thanks that you are here for me
today I was cleaning the loundry,
I have done it very well
but I was doing it compulsively
there is always fear anybody I do
I don't know why
maybe that I wouldn't do it good and I will be punished
maybe that it has to be done very quickly because there is so many things that I have to control
I just read the book "From Survival to Recovery" for adult children of alcoholics
it's true that my childhood was like this: how to survive?
all the suffer from the childhood like this is inmaginable
that's good that you are here
thanks
Dorota