Dear Dorota, I think I am having a hard time with accepting the OCD. I have had it since childhood and I am 47 now. I know I should think of it like someone who has diabetes, high blood pressure,etc, that its an illness that I just have to deal with. But it is so tiring, especially all of the unwanted thoughts that go through my head. I wish there was a magic pill to make it all go away !! love,Joy