hi

i'm new and wanted to say hi. i have been involved with an alcoholic for 2 years. in the beginning of our relationship, i think i had blinders on when it came to his drinking. now i am having a very difficult time dealing with it.

 i am caught up in the games he plays with me. i always feel the need to be right and prove that he constantly lies to me. it is such a vicious cycle and its getting to me. his lying to me and to himself is driving me nuts.