Thanks for your share, Michelle... and yes... i experience that too, and feel kind of bad about it... First of all, be gentle with yourself. It's ok to not be at your best, but it's still possible to be comfortable with where you are and to work toward where you'd like to be...
recently, i've been trying to get up at 6am, like i used to. it's helped.... i also did hot yoga for a week, which was also meditative and refreshing, etc... i think there's a lot of things i try to do to put that excitement and hope about life back into me....
i mean one thing that i morn is that i am not as spirited as i was before i met my qualifier. i miss that. i'm getting closer to that, and getting hints of it back more and moree frequently, but i'm often sad still, and also get sad about that...
anyways, perhaps just think about what you like, and ... oh... i like to make plans to do the things i like with othe rpeople. i really like that, and find it very fulfilling, but there's a little catch... i often meet people who don't like to commit to anything, who don't like to make plans, and who don't follow through. so that can be disappointing to me... and for that, i'm trying to do my best at finding people who are more reliable. it's not easy, but i think i'm making progress at that... and the most important thing is not to give up hope. one strike out does not indicate any future strikes...
good luck, and much love and hope!!
Kira
--- On Mon, 9/15/08, Michelle Bloom <mecaylachuck@...> wrote: From: Michelle Bloom <mecaylachuck@...> |