Just wanted to introduce myself. I decided to join because living with
a drunk can be so lonely. I love my husband , but he has a very hard
time staying on the wagon. This week, he is back on, but doing the
crabby dry drunk thing. That's not a lot of fun either.
I find that I bargain with him a lot, try to control his drinking, and
feel a rage when he drinks, that really scares me. I am afraid I will
have a stroke someday.
Like I said, this week he is sober, and working on home renovations. I
have our renovation money in the bank, and told him I would take it
all and leave the last time he was drunk.I think that fear of that, is
what is keeping him sober this time, but feel it's only a matter of time.
I don't want to be married to a drunk, and feel that after almost four
years of it, the next time I will leave, for good.
I look forward to getting to "know" you all.
Cara