Dear All,

Sorry that it has been so long since my last email.
Thank you all for your answers when I do send things
out. It is just good to hear from you all.
Things have still been going tough here. I hope you
all are doing better.
I went up to Chicago on Tuesday to see the doctor.
He upped my Hydrocodone and put me on Kadian 100mgs
twice a day on top of everything else.
I think we are going to go ahead with the surgery in
January or the beginging of February. He is going to
put in the pump for my entire body. Things have just
been brutal. I do not think that I could make it
through another summer without some changes. My arms
are getting so bad and my Zapper is just not doing it
for my legs anymore.
My dog says Hi. Just kidding I am not that far gone
YET! He just walked over to see how I was doing. He is
not sure about being up at 4:30 in the morning.
I am really looking forward to my trip in October. I
just need to get away even if it hurts more.
I have been asking that all important question so
much lately, WHY? Is this some cruel joke that is
happening to us? Is there a reason? Or is there some
other great Cosmic Explanation for for what we are
going through? Is the answer in uor heads or in our
hearts?
I am going to try to lay down for a while.

You All Take Care Of Yourselves
Jim

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