George,
Everything happens for a reason...the good and the bad...I hate to sound like i
am preaching to you because that is not my intention at all. You have suffered
enough to last a thousand lifetimes. But remember Hope is all we all have to
hang onto. Remember it is hard to see why things like this occur. Until time
passes than you will see the big picture. I am praying that God gives you
everything you need to deal with all that is given to you my friend...Sending
hugs and prayers everyday your way.....
kim~~