Dear Healers,

 

I wanted to say THANK YOU to all the people who wrote to me publicly and privately. All the notes were immensely helpful. I reposted my original post below, but to summarize, I had a strange physical reaction after a healing this past June. Since that healing, I have had many other physical reactions after other healings, diarrhea, vomiting, intense fevers, bodily pain, deafness, headaches, and once, I was paralyzed for two hours and could not move, after working with a 9 year old boy, and more that I can't think of right now. My clients reported much of the same, and also, insomnia that lasted for two weeks, nightmares, loss of appetite, feelings of depersonalization and later, across the board, feeling much more connected to themselves, their heads were clearer, they felt that they were in touch with themselves again and felt they were not being controlled by anyone or anything. So, in their perceptions, their healing cleared their curses.

 

Since that healing in June, I've had a steady stream of people coming to see me who said they had curses put on them, and they have been referring others to me as well, and I've even had a Sanitaria priestess come and ask me to "clean" (this seems to be the euphemism that people have been using) her, which was weird, because she was the one who had "put the curses" on some of the others who came to see me. I have been hyper aware of what is happening during the healing process and a bit on edge, based on some of the email warnings from others.

 

After a lot of reflection, I think that this first healing was a "wake up" call for me, and what happened is that I began to really focus, intently on what was happening during the healings. A lot of people wrote to be about entities and attachments, and I think that a lot of that is true, however, so far, I have not really had a lot of awareness of entities and haven't had to "speak to them" or persuade them to leave a person, or anything like that. I'm open to that happening, but so far, that has not been my reality. I asked for guidance (a lot) to help me understand what happened to me, and I'm sharing that with you now.

 

It has been really important for me to stay very grounded, and in hara and core star and I have very vigilant in this, much more so than usual.

 

A common denominator seems to be pain that "moves around", and this is not confined to people who believe they have been cursed, because apparently, it's not that uncommon. I did not know that, but have spent a lot of time questioning people about their pain.

 

When someone has pain, I tend to do chelation, spine cleaning, chakra restructuring and working with cords. With so many people coming to me saying they are in pain because someone put a curse on them, I've had a lot of time to study what is happening in their body and in their fields and I've spent most of this summer really focusing on what has been happening during the healings.

 

One thing that happened was a new (for me) HSP sense opened up. The sense of smell. Mainly, pungent, toxic, awful smells. I also notice that I use the basic healing science skill of "push and pull" a lot, and have found that sometimes, the cords are sunk into what looks like a rotting abscess, and the smells have been so horrible that I can barely stand to smell them. I know we learn clearing clouds and mucus, that has been part of what I've done, but it's also toxic sludge, and to me, the worst seems to be this stuff that looks like soup. Toxic, foul smelling liquid that is nearly impossible (for me) to work with. It's like the flesh has necrophied. I know that these cords are probably attached to all sorts of people, entities, or whatever, but I haven't really focused on what is at the "other end" of the cords, because I've been so drawn in (by these horrible smells) to what is happening inside their physical bodies. I have asked for guidance (often!) about this, and so far, this seems to be okay, to keep working on the person, rather than focus on the person or persons who are "attached".

 

I think that the "push and pull" technique was what initially caused me to have such a violent reaction, and I've been much more aware of not taking on any of that energy, but sometimes, no matter what, either I, or the client, or both, have physical reactions. Maybe this will change but my experience now is what it is.

 

So, I'm not sure if this will help anyone, but for me, so far, it has been an interesting summer, and again, I'm eternally grateful for having so many sources for support.

 

Thank you,

 

Anna White