I just needed to ask one more thing really...

Is anyone else going crazy? I mean - all the hallucinations and
things for years - I didn't know which reality I was waking up in or
if I was ever actually awake. Has anyone else ever felt like that
all the time?? Like they were being watched or experimented on?

I read one narcolepsy webpage that mentioned narcolepsy being
misdiagnosed as schitzophrenia and I have to be honest, until they
told me I was narcoleptic a couple of weeks ago I really really
really honestly thought I was plain crazy. Hearing voices, seeing
things, I don't know what I'm doing any more. It hasn't been this
bad for years - but I've been off anti-depressants a while now and
those things are used for treating the hallucinations aren't they???

I thought I was addicted to anti-depressants even though the doctor
said you can't get addicted to them!! But maybe I really did NEED
them for life if I am narcoleptic. I really think I'm going crazy
but I need to know for sure!!!

I'm not so depressed I will commit suicide - but if it's the only
way to stop feeling like this then I genuinely see no way out!!!!

PLEASE - is there anybody else out there who feels this way and NOT
just that they've been depressed??? I know I've got
stupid 'classic' symptoms and everything like the stupid so-called
hallucinations and the collapsing and everything.

I feel soooo pathetic even admitting this to people but I'm so close
to giving up now. Maybe I am just crazy. If I am then there's
really no point to anything now is there??? Pleeeeeease can anybody
tell me this isn't just me??????

I know I'm pathetic but I don't care who knows any more - I JUST
WANT HELP

Doctors teachers parents friends collegues psychiatrists social
services everyone and anyone I've ever asked for help either won't
believe me or won't help. This really is the last place to ask...

PLEASE CAN SOMEONE HELP