--- In MyEDHelpSupport@yahoogroups.com, "Lisa" <lrodriguez12580@...>
wrote:
Hi Lisa. How's it going? How is job? It occurred to me that with
money from job, and it becoming the 1st of the year and everything,
that y ou might be able to get a better hmo, maybe a little more
expensive but it would be one Hollywood Pavilion would take.

The reason that I write this is because the group is fantabulous.
there is alot of real emotion that is being shared, and we all, there
are like 6 of us, are motivated. Lisa has been doing most of the
groups, although she is cut down to twice a week, rather than three
times a week.

Let's fire up this newsgroup and get it going>

In other news, glamour magazine is interested in hearing more about
Lisa, as I proposed to them that they consider her for a piece.

I have a story outline in at Marie Claire, ( the story about giving
up the scale )and this is all fun and could be lucrative. I have also
a proposal in to More magazine for a third story. I think to get
published you have to keep trying. Are you still at Bed Bath and
Beyond? Maybe I can come and do some shopping there. You know, Santa
stuff. I bet you have tons.

How is the recovery going from the eating disorder?

Love ya,

Allison































> Hey Alison,
> It's Lisa. I am sorry that u r having such a hard time. I have been
> struggling a little bit myself lately too. Just binge eating and
then
> restricting. If u need to talk I am here to listen. How is the
> program going? Lisa
> --- In MyEDHelpSupport@yahoogroups.com, "allisonbiszantz"
> <biszanta@> wrote:
> >
> > I am in a program. I am in recovery from exercise bulimia. My
> > symptoms look like this: Binge eating, exercise and self
> starvation.
> > If I never binge eat, I don't purge. So I got on an OA regimen
that
> > was working for me. It was low carb, only getting carbs from
> starchy
> > vegetables and fruits.
> >
> > On a vacation I went of my program, it was just easier. Then when
I
> > returned, I integrated two starches into my daily eating plan.
Over
> a
> > period of 5 days I went from just being bugged to binging on
> oatmeal
> > and bananas. I had five bananas last night. Thank god there was
no
> > peanut butter in the house. I don't know if I can stay in the
> > program if I don't cooperate with dietician and eat carbs. I
> really
> > don't like eating what I call 'troublesome' fooods. I also feel
> like
> > this dietician doesn't "Hear" me when I explain this to her. She
> just
> > looks at me like an insect and then does just what she wants. I'm
> > really torn up about this.
> >
> > Will I ever be strong enough, regard my body highly enough to eat
a
> > balanced diet and not go overboard?
> >
> > Allison
> >
>