Hey Alison,
It's Lisa. I am sorry that u r having such a hard time. I have been
struggling a little bit myself lately too. Just binge eating and then
restricting. If u need to talk I am here to listen. How is the
program going? Lisa
--- In MyEDHelpSupport@yahoogroups.com, "allisonbiszantz"
<biszanta@...> wrote:
>
> I am in a program. I am in recovery from exercise bulimia. My
> symptoms look like this: Binge eating, exercise and self
starvation.
> If I never binge eat, I don't purge. So I got on an OA regimen that
> was working for me. It was low carb, only getting carbs from
starchy
> vegetables and fruits.
>
> On a vacation I went of my program, it was just easier. Then when I
> returned, I integrated two starches into my daily eating plan. Over
a
> period of 5 days I went from just being bugged to binging on
oatmeal
> and bananas. I had five bananas last night. Thank god there was no
> peanut butter in the house. I don't know if I can stay in the
> program if I don't cooperate with dietician and eat carbs. I
really
> don't like eating what I call 'troublesome' fooods. I also feel
like
> this dietician doesn't "Hear" me when I explain this to her. She
just
> looks at me like an insect and then does just what she wants. I'm
> really torn up about this.
>
> Will I ever be strong enough, regard my body highly enough to eat a
> balanced diet and not go overboard?
>
> Allison
>