--- In MyEDHelpSupport@yahoogroups.com, "steppingstones1954"
<beverlycalobrace@...> wrote:
>
> I`m off the pity pot,it`s been three days,and my attitudes are changing.
> Today I am celebrating life,abstinence,instead of being self absorbed.
> I`m not taking my recovery for granted,but instead am so grateful to God and
my program.Not using food,frees me.I still feel the emotional effects here and
there of the mental obsessions,but know these feelings will disappear in
time.It`s ok to FEEL THEM and not FIX them.
> Glad to be doing life with you.
> recovery is possible.
> take care
> Bev
>
hi, stopping by again. my life is kinda quiet and today i have come online to
read my email. maybe i am on the pity pot. i seem to not eat much, but lately
i have been concentrating on protein. i bot bars that have chocolate and
protein, from soy, i think, and i bot 2 cans of soup, and a box of 5 grams per
serving of protein and have beeneating more protein. so, today i started to
have my monthly or something else. i will or should, be in touch with a
gynocologist since my sis had ovarian cancer on both sides, i've had bloating,
and stuff and i know this ties to cancer.. the symptoms.. and i do not want to
take care of myself. maybe i'm just afraid. maybe i got my monthly back
after...more than a year?? well, if there are any males reading here, i am
sorry. this is just a place for me to talk where there isn't many places in myu
life to do so.
thanks to Beverly, who always talks to this group as though she cares and
encourages the thinking i have, that i should respond and get involved and stay
involved for my good. she is inspirational and i thank her. take care and i
will make that call.