i was just writing what i was thinking to myself (in the post i am responding
to, my own post)).
when i think more about it: i would have emphasized that i was trying to
experience 'self'. reading the post with a story, i wanted to help.
because i was helped by a topic, i thought on my experience of my-'self', i
needed to think and try and give encouragement; wherein i was encouraged to
write in,
i knew that i had been leaving out getting better, staying connected. thank you
Beverly for calling me out, i felt something when i read and am grateful.
i am starting to understand more things. there is something that is not
automatically inside me. i am thankful for being able to read here. i know
there is something more.

i got to thinking, because i came back here
because of encouragement. i want to find more how to be a willing person, one
who understands others and their experiences and i can realize there are other
things going on that i can be connected to and which bring me out of myself,
which draw me to understanding.

i too, am looking into a diagnosis, of aspergers. i may have it, and my
therapist is helping me with this. i would like to know learn more about, either
way.
everyone take care love, susan