Ari;you make perfect sense.
I am SOOOOO....PROUD OF YOU.That took a-lot of courage to expose those
secrets.And it`s the only way to freedom.
When I started to remember the incest in my life (at 3)and up;My life spiraled
out of control.I felt like a maniac.FEAR,NIGHTMARES,RAGES,ANXIETY...RULED.BUT I
got myself into intense therapy because I was pregnant and acting out my ED.
The more I dealt with the issues,which was traumatic in itself,the more the
healing and ability to see/uncover the person that was buried for so long
emerge.Each step in the process of doing that work brings me to come to know who
I am.What strengths I have,what makes me/ me.I get to enjoy and come to know the
most precious thing in my life,GOD,finding my soul.These are some things that
tell me who I am.Even when I blow it,there is a strength in accepting
myself.Sounds like Crap!when your going through the process of healing
traumas,but it`s not.My heart goes out to you.
You would n`t believe how courageous and strong you really are/ to have survived
all that you`v been through.Your VOICE,Your message is IMPORTANT,VERY.....
GOD only knows how many people are in the same place and are afraid to get help.
life is a journey,discovering,exploring,creating......
Not something I ever can do alone.And thank God I don`t have too.
Because your there and their are hands reaching out if I choose to grab hold.
TAKE GOOD CARE .....Bev