Thinking about what happened in my life,to my life-as a result of
keeping secrets.
there`s a saying"secrets kill"and mine almost did.I did.n`t
want others to know anything was wrong,I wanted to fit in,be like
other people.Instead of exposing them,I stuffed and buried them under
layers and layers,sealed in a volt never to be seen or
discovered.Until I did.n`t remember some of them anymore.Even so- they
were screaming to come out,and they did!bulimia,anorexia,along with
other addictions.There was no escaping they`re power.
While in intensive therapy hoping I
would be able to get rid of ED;I was able to not only remember but see
what those secrets were.Once the door was opened I could.n`t close
it!As terrifying as it was,it was the only chance I had to come out of
hiding toward freedom.This was the beginning of my recovery.Breaking
the chains of a life time. BEV