Here I am facing a situation "how do I let my 19yr old go..let him
live on his own. sink or swim?My emotions are railing. All the denials
going on in my head.GUILT...My attitudes raising him and my other
children was to PROTECT them,NOT TO PREPARE THEM.Sooooo.I`m preparing to
allow my son to live on his own.....I have suffered from a-lot of his
abuse.Sometimes it feels like an animal attacking.I cant afford to be
attacked anymore......I had a cat that I loved dearly who bite me so
hard I ended up in the hospital for a few days.I didn`t put him out...I
loved him he`ll change....Boy was I wrong...he did it again,that was the
end of it.This is how I came to my solution.Sorry I`m a bit
crazy....love ya BEV