--- In MyEDHelpSupport@yahoogroups.com, "beverlycalobrace"
<beverlycalobrace@...> wrote:
>
> I guess you might be wondering what on earth does a cat have to do
> with being bulimic and anorexic?Well I did some therapy on myself
> concerning my dilemma.Moses my cat of 6yrs,who I rescued from an
> abusive women when he was just a baby,has been attacking me.Last
> Christmas he attacked me a few days before the holiday.I spent
> Christmas Eve and day in the hospital,having contacted cat fever,it's
> also called something else.It was extremely painful.Then he attacked
> my leg again,but I got him off of me in time.I vowed I would train him
> to stop,by spraying him with water.I had spray bottles all over the
> house.After awhile he got the message,so I thought!after a month went
> by he attacked my arm.Wouldnt you think I would have gotten rid of him
> by now?Well...then I started looking at the dynamics of my eating
> disorders.I was used to abusing my body in so many ways.I didn,t even
> realize that this was another form of acting out.However I have been
> not using food for some time,I wondered what was holding me back,was
> it love?Was I playing victim again,which says to me love me,love me
> over and over again at the cost of my life.Wasnt I important enough to
> matter?maybe Ill disappear and no one will see the pain I carry.Or Ill
> hide myself under layers of skin and still no one will know the pain
> Im in.So that leaves me to...the obvious,Im in pain!I cant numb myself
> out anymore the wounds are killing me,the scares are so deep.A
> revelation came to me....GET RID OF THE CAT...
>