hi i am looking for people to talk to and possibly
even meet but i feel soo alone in this world..and this
is why...
Hi all my name is chris carroll .. currently i am 20
>years old living in orlando fl.. when i was younger i
>had problems getting to the bathroom all the time but
>it wasnt major.. i was never diaperd after i was
>suppose to be but in a small way wanted to but never
>acted on it.. currently the date is thursday the 28th
>of april 2005 .. soo lets go back 2 months ago..
>
> it was a saterday morning and i was going
>through my email.. as I scrolled threw it I saw what
i
>was waiting for.. my invitation to a mixed martial
>arts free fight. it wasnt my first and i didnt think
>it was going to be my last.. i had been out of
>training for about a year and a half but started
>training in october of last year to prepare for this.
>but lil did i know that that day wasnt going to be a
>good one.. soo 2 weeks later i packed my clothes
>mostly tight jeans and my 2 gi's. i have a black belt
>in southern okinowen te a green belt in brazilian ju
>jitsu and just started us black cat kenpo .. soo i
>felt as usal confident i can get out of any
situation.
>that might arise in the ring or out side in my life.
>but not even a lifetime worth of training could
>prepare me for how my life was going to change...
>
>
> I left my house at about 4 o clock and
headed
>for miami fl were the event was being held. i had to
>use the bathroom about 1/2 way there soo I stoped and
>had a salad and used the bathroom at this nice lil
>resturant. then got in my car and finished the trip i
>arrived about eight thirty nine o clock. i stretched
>out and went to bed. I woke up about six and went for
>a small job grabed some granola and left the hotel.
>when i arrived at the gym were they were setting up.
i
>sighned in and proceeded to weigh in . i weighed in
at
>175.2 lbs just right gor the 179 weight limit for my
>class. when i finally approached the bench there were
>a limited amount of fighters soo they stated weight
>classed have been removed and it was a single round
>elimination.
>
> when they put my name up i was first against a
>smaller person who wasnt a hard fight i did what i
had
>to do to win with least effort i felt bad though.
>after that I had a match with a man who weighed in at
>approx 180 soo that wasnt soo bad but i was
exhausted.
>then there was a small break and i was in the finals.
>i was excited and was ready to win. the problem hear
>is that i was too excited. i got stupid lost
>concentration. and i had to fight a enemy who i
>thought was going to be much much slower then I. i
was
>wrong this man outwighed me by almost 100 lbs and
>wasmuch faster which i did not know. when the bell
>rang i ran towerds the man and that is all i
remember.
>
>
>
> I woke up cold undressed with a bed pan
uneder
>me. I realised from my surroundings i was in the
>emergency room considering i have been in plenty of
>those small rooms before. i tried to sit up but the
>pain was horrid. a nurse walked by and asked if my
>name was chris. i told her who i was and asked what
>happend. she told me i was knocked out cold from
>either a kick or the punch to the back of the head. i
>later found out the referee saw me get kicked while
>running the him hit me in the back of my head. before
>he could stop the match. i told them that i think i
am
>ok and that i just need to get to the hotel and
sleep.
>they said ok until i was geting ready to leave when i
>was putting my jeans on. i walked tothe nurses
station
>and asked were i got my jeans. i said someone must
>have brought it with me cause they were in the room.
>she told me no they have a wet spot on them. that is
>the first sighn of horror of what happend. i knew
they
>were clean when i put them on. she came around the
>counter and i was exstatic but i was still wetting my
>pants. by time i was done i was in shock and there
was
>a large spot on these really tight jeans and a stream
>down my leg. she asked me if this has happend before
>and i said no i didnt even feel it. the doctor told
my
>to take my pants off and to sit in the room again. he
>made a couple phone calls and had me taken to the mri
>room at another facility.
>
> there he determined i had sufferd severe trama to
my
>bladder and surrounding areas and there was nothing
>for him to do but to offer that i get some
protection.
>so he had one of the nurses come in to see me .. and
>discharge me .. she started lookin around and talked
>to another nurse .. then left. when she returned she
>had a diaper in her hand . and apologized for not
>having a pull up one but that was all they had. she
>asked me to lay down soo i did. and i was still in
>shock and in tears. she assured me that it was probly
>only temerary. she fastend all six tapes and
proceeded
>to pull my second pair of pant s up .. but to no
avail
>the diaper was entirely too bulky soo i put on the
>other bottoms to my gi and pulled them over. as i
came
>out of the hospital the referee was standing there
and
>asked if i was ok. not to mention the guy that kicked
>me and some other people who were there.. i told them
>that i was ok i just needed to get to my car. soo
>they got me there as i crinkled as i walked.. so i
>just talked loud .. getting in and out of cars was
>hard because of the damage done but i made it into my
>car.. i started my drive home. again about half way
>there i stoped and realized what a had happend. My
>diaper was full of pee. and was very hard to walk.
soo
>there was a drug store right next to that lil
>resturant and i picked up some of the disposable pull
>ups. and went into the resturant and changed.. as i
>came out of the stall a man walked in and saw the
>dirty diaper in my hand and kind of looked at me..
soo
>i just threw it away and left. when i got home i had
a
>fight with my roomate and went to my parents house ..
>and ever since i have been hiding the fact that i
have
>to protection to stay clean but i found out while
>walking one day that i dont know when i am going
>number 2 either it just sneaks up on my and i try to
>stop it but it jsut comes. and i dont know when i
>might be better. soo i hope i can cope .. and hope i
>can continue with what i love to do...
>



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