Well, it's been awhile sense I've posted. I've been trying to keep up with posts, but I've missed a bunch because I've been so busy that I've been reading the main post mostly and then trying to follow up later on the rest of the thread and the threads are so long I don't think I will ever catch up on them. So much seems to be going on with everyone, and I haven't replied personally to all of the posts but please know that you are all in my prayers always.

 

 

Howdy to everyone. I am doing ok. Good days and bad days as you are all familiar with. Tonight is proving to be a long night. Just got in from the ER my little Gracie has pnuemonia, and the week before was in the ER with my son Caleb. He woke up at midnight with a horrible headache and was crying and carrying on like I've never seen him do. So I took him to the ER his blood pressure was through the roof. He is continueing to have blood pressure problems and has to see a Cardiologist at Childrens Hospital here in Cincinnati on June 1st.

 

I am suppose to schedule hernia operation soon, but not sure how I am gonna work all that out. With the baby and no one to take care of her. Last surgery I had was a hysterectomy when Gracie was 7 months old. Thought I had it all covered, and the day I came home from the hospital my grandma went home and left me hanging and I ended up ripping my incision open twice. So much for planning ahead.

 

Please remember my children in your prayers that there health return to good as I can't stand to see my babies suffer.

 

There father is a big joke. He is seeing that women again that he left me for, and she is apparently a meth addict, and uses other drugs as well. She was recently arressted for possession, and I have to find out what I can do to protect my children from her. I DO NOT want her around my children.

 

On the upside I am still seeing Dana. We are officially an item I guess you might say. And I was finally able to get the money together for a lawyer and my divorce is well under way, and will hopefully be over with soon.

 

My parents: mom (pHD) is about the same. I have not noticed any decline lately. She seems to be holding right where she is I hope she holds for a long, long, long time. Even if I do want to strangle her sometimes. The other day she stabbed me in the hand with a fork because I did not answer her right away. Usually I am very patient with her, but I told her if she ever stabbed me with a fork again I would stab her back. I'M ONLY ONE PERSON!!!! I have a 15 month that I was trying to keep from turning herself over in a kitchen chair, while listening to my 11 year old holler for me over and over that he needed toilet paper, and mom wanted the salt or something, and I didn't pass it to her fast enough so she stabbed me in the hand to get my attention. And you know what's so funny about it, that's a good day. At least the dog wasn't barking, the doorbell ringing, the phone ringing, and dad needing me at the same time. And yes it happens a lot. Ever want to pull all your hair out, NOT ME.......... I WANT TO PULL OUT ALL THEIR HAIR OUT, SHOVE CORKS IN THEIR MOUTHS, THEN TAPE THEM SHUT WITH DUCT TAPE, AND USE THAT SAME TAPE TO TAPE THEM TO A CHAIR, and then go take a bath and pretend like they don't exist for a little while! LOL!

 

Anyway, Dana said he is gonna take me and the kids away for a weekend as soon as he can work it out at work to get the time off for a whole a weekend. I CAN"T WAIT!!!

 

Love and prayers,

Rhonda