Hi John,
thanks for replying. My best friend tried ending her life but it was
like a year ago, I talkd her out if it because I knew about it. She
hasn't tried it since then. So this did come as in a surprise in a
way. I didn't know she had this in mind or else I would've talked her
out of it for sure, and she knew that, that's why she didn't talk to
me for coule days before she did it.
What I'm confused about is life basically. And about my future. She
was supposed to be in it, and we had our future all planned out. Yes
they were just dreams, but it had me looking forward to something and
I don't have that anymore. I'm trying to find something that will
keep me going, something to look forward to. People are telling me to
take it one day at a time. That is what I do. But one glare at the
future, and my thoughts just change. I'm just having a lot of mixed
emotions. :(
Petra


--- In Grief_Group@yahoogroups.com, J Hum <jhum07@y...> wrote:
> Hi Petra,
> Thanks for writing.
>
> I'm really sorry to hear about your best friend. What a tragic
situation.
>
> If it's only been two months, no wonder you're feeling depressed
and still hurting so much.
>
> Did you have any idea that was going to happen or did it come as a
surprise to you?
>
> Also, you said you were really confused. What confuses you? It's
such a difficult situation, I would guess you have a lot of
conflicting emotions. I know I did just reading about the details.
>
> John
>
> Petra <petra7841@y...> wrote:
>
> First I would like to say sorry to everyone who lost someone!
> I joined this group because I lost my best friend almost 2 months
> ago. She was my age (15) and she chose to end her life herself. She
> had a tough life. I'm really confused, and it's been 2 months but
it
> feels like it was just yesterday. I see the memories, the funeral,
> and everything in my head 24/7 and I'm always depressed. :(
>
>
>
>
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