Hi everyone,

Well, it has been a few months since the death of my mom. Nine
actually, I really can't believe it's been almost a year since my
mom died in July.

A few days ago I read that the widow of Christopher Reeve, Dana
Reeve, passed away, and I am so puzzled by my reaction. Well, not
actually, but frankly it is just one of jealousy.

I feel so foul for feeling jealousy and sadness that their son will
be alone.

Just wondering if anyone else felt similar, if you believe in an
afterlife, that these two partners can now be together for eternity.

I cannot fathom living like 60 years onward without my mother now.
Some days it gets better, others worse. I've gotten a full-time job,
mostly working "swing-shift", afternoons and nights, so I don't have
to think about it too much.

I have yet to have a really good dream of mom. In my dreams she is
still ill. My aunt has had visions of her young and vibrant on the
other side. I am jealous I want those.

Just wanted to share. I know it's not PC to declare jealousy that
two parted loved ones can be together, just wondering if anyone else
felt the same upon reading the sad news.

Life goes on, I suppose. I'm working with some really great people
which helps.

Larry