hello john thank you so much for writing me back. you lost your grandma just before christmas ,iam very sorry to hear that because i know holidays are hard enough  when you lose someone. i am glad that you set up this site. i do try to think my aunt did not suffer and from what i read from you it sounds like your grandmother didn't either. my aunt had a heart attack due to a blood clot so i know there was no suffering but yet some days it still doesn't help how about you? do you do the what if's or if i just would of did this type of thing. my aunt was like my sister because i  am the only child and she lived withus for along time she took care of me since i was a baby  i grew up with her. then she moved home to my gram's and then when i got married and had kids she took care of mine. she was a part of my everyday life  we were like frick and frack. she had a very warm heart. she was so funny i loved when she cracked jokes her and i would get on alaughing kick for like 20 minutes straight.  my 11 year old misses her very much she kinda doated on him.please tell me about your grandmother.                                                            thank you again

                                                                                             theresa