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"some people" is probably the FBI/DOJ. I can guarantee you that my Uncle Kenneth Collings is turning in his grave over them doing nothing to protect his niece. They just let me suffer. They'll probably even let me die (i.e., if AC/Compressor goes) if they have their druthers.

After all, what's more important in life?

The safety and well being of clients...

Or ensuring no one damages the reputation of these programs by telling the TRUTH about the miscreants behind them, so they can continue receiving those donations and grants to keep the programs running!

Terri

HAPPY 4TH OF JULY!

In a message dated 7/3/2009 12:20:59 P.M. US Mountain Standard Time, AZTerri@... writes:

Hi Folks!

I am filling out a complaint form re: my victim rights and I am going to submit the online version, too, to be sure they get it! I am also going to find out where I can complain about my human rights. I still can't believe that caseworker warning me to just move on from the crime committed against me because."...some people don't want anyone to have certain information." Who do "some people" think they are? No one should have to pretend they weren't injured! Not only that, but my tooth is in agony now and it's not safe for me to use a program. So what I am supposed to do? Go without treatment because of "some people"? What freaks.

Anyway, wish me luck

Terri

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#48513

From: AZTerri@...
Date: Fri Jul 3, 2009 3:15 pm
Subject: Complaining About My Rights

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Hi Folks!

I am filling out a complaint form re: my victim rights and I am going to submit the online version, too, to be sure they get it! I am also going to find out where I can complain about my human rights. I still can't believe that caseworker warning me to just move on from the crime committed against me because."...some people don't want anyone to have certain information." Who do "some people" think they are? No one should have to pretend they weren't injured! Not only that, but my tooth is in agony now and it's not safe for me to use a program. So what I am supposed to do? Go without treatment because of "some people"? What freaks.

Anyway, wish me luck

Terri

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#48512

From: AZTerri@...
Date: Fri Jul 3, 2009 1:35 pm
Subject: Can psychopaths and delusionals pass lie detector tests?

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Can psychopaths and delusionals pass lie detector tests?

I've heard they can but have never researched the topic.

For example: can a woman who runs a program and spends the majority of funding on her own race pass a lie detector test when asked, "Do you distribute funds in an unbiased manner to all races?" because she's thinking, "Yes, it's only fair the crux of the money go to my race because we need it the most."

Can the President/CEO of a company pass a lie detector test when asked, "Did this client make any threats, and do you think she endangers your staff?" because he's thinking, "Yes, she said she was going to expose us as frauds and such exposure would destroy my reptutation and power."

I am not saying anyone would be asked these specific questions. I am just trying to grasp the mentality that would enable someone to pass a lie detector test.

Terri

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#48511

From: AZTerri@...
Date: Fri Jul 3, 2009 12:29 am
Subject: FBY TEN MOST WANTED FUGITIVE

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FBY TEN MOST WANTED FUGITIVE

TERRI

Aliases: Angel

DESCRIPTION

Name: Terri
Date of Birth Used: February 1, Ahem
Hair: Dirty Blonde
Eyes: Blue
Height: 5'6"

Weight: Ahem

Complexion: Pale
Sex: Female
Race: White
Occupation: Humanitarian

Comments: Terri reported programs for breaking the law. Despite being injured and traumatized by these programs, Terri has maintained her sense of humor.

BEWARE

Terri might try to tell you about these programs breaking the law and show you her corresponding documents. You are not allowed to listen to her, read these, or get involved in any capacity.

REWARD
The FBY is offering a reward of up to $1.00 for any information which can be altered to make Terri look like a kook.

CONSIDERED DANGEROUS

Terri is determined that these programs be brought to justice in a court of law.

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#48510

From: "Ecard from AmericanGreetings.com" <AZTerri@...>
Date: Fri Jul 3, 2009 4:18 am
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#48509

From: AZTerri@...
Date: Thu Jul 2, 2009 11:52 am
Subject: That's it Folks...

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Some more excerpts!

Subject: That's it Folks...
Date: 8/28/2007
From:
Reply To:
To: columbo288

Hello:

Hope all is well with all of you!... I've been under tremendous stress and pressure lately, and am just so tired from all this, that initially I didn't even notice the bottom portion of Carol's e-mail to me yesterday. As you can see, "any further e-mails related to this subject will go unanswered" until I've contacted every client I have in different states and countries and have them send me statements verifying the income receipts I cut/paste to CSA as opposed to printing up and mailing in.

Of course, I bet that even if I could accomplish such a feat CSA would then tell me, "Now we have to CALL or WRITE to all of these clients and verify their statements. This could take WEEKS to MONTHS." Then they'd tell me, "Now we are ALL OUT OF FUNDS." And on it would go. Otherwise, it's the same old same old, in that CSA has not answered any of my questions for years anyway. I.e., "Why can't Robert be in charge of my repairs?" So it's not like evading questions and ignoring me altogether would be anything novel irrespective of the "subject."

I have been confrontational with staff at CSA these past few months because over the years keeping my mouth shut has gotten me nowhere. And, it's hard to explain, but after being suppressed by them for so long it has felt good to speak up and say, "There's something seriously wrong with what you people are doing!" Nonetheless, as you can see, being direct with CSA doesn't work either.

This experience has been so horrendous that I am terrified of trying to use any program now. Because some of my teeth have broken off and are rotting, and I applied at AHCCCS months and months back for assistance...

Yet, at the time I applied I told Brian Swanton I needed some medical care from a program, and I do wonder. People like him, Yolanda, etc. usually have connections to other programs... I thought, "What if Brian or Yolanda told them I am a kook and to ignore me? Or told them if I contact them again to tell me I only "imagined" I put in an application, or I am "confused" or "telling tales" about it? I would absolutely DIE of humiliation." I got the impression from one technician years back and some things Robert shared with me privately that Yolanda told people at CSA I am a kook, so why not tell other programs this too?

Yolanda Flores is a cookie-cutter abuser who projects. She is the one who is confused, telling tales, scary, and so forth so that's what she's said to and about me (as far as I can assess in the latter case)...

I just want to curl up into a ball and cry. I've tried, and tried, and tried to get repair and rental assistance all to no avail. I have court Thursday and really no there's no point in even going since I am going to be evicted no matter what...

Terri

In a message dated 8/27/2007 2:09:56 PM US Mountain Standard Time, Ckochlin@... writes:

Until this information is provided we CANNOT assist you with City of Glendale funding for repairs. I feel the staff at CSA and the City have provided sufficient guidance for you to participate in the program. Based on this, any further e-mails related to this subject will go unanswered until such time as the proper documentation is provided.

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#48508

From: AZTerri@...
Date: Thu Jul 2, 2009 5:05 am
Subject: Injuries

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Hi Folks!

Below are excerpts from some e-mails I sent family (I faxed the whole e-mails to AOAG as well). My family's primary solution to me being injured was to tell me to go on SSD if any injuries were preventing me from earning a living...

Terri

Subject: Inept or Illegal?
Date: 9/8/2007
From:
Reply To:
To: columbo288

Hello:

I really wish I had the money to sue CSA at this juncture. Initially, I just wanted some kind of PO against Yoldana Flores because the woman scares the bejesus out of me, and I know that either she or Brian (or someone at CSA) gave my phone number out to people to have them harass me. I was also (at that same time) getting a lot of Trojan links/viruses and forwarded all of them to spam@....

I honestly was afraid something was going to happen to me because they're a bunch of liars at CSA (save for Robert, as far as I know, but maybe he's turned out to be one as well if his job has been threatened because of all of this?), and they have been acting very creepy since I told them I fell through the porch and that I have not been able to get repairs done for years now, so I wanted witnesses in the event something did happen to me (hence, the reason I've been writing to you).

I have suspected for a while now that what CSA has been doing to me is illegal

Subject: Apology and Explanation
Date: 3/28/2008 5:54:35 P.M. US Mountain Standard Time
From: AZTerri
Reply To:
To: Jgstephens

I fell through my front porch, was stuck there for almost ten minutes, and hurt my leg

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#48507

From: AZTerri@...
Date: Wed Jul 1, 2009 6:01 pm
Subject: Re: What a Waste of Money

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Side Note: I sent a copy of the (whole) article below to my Uncle Tommy a while back too!

The Arizona Republic
May. 31, 2007 07:28 AM

"(Mr. and Mrs. So-And-So) have lost count of how many times their air conditioner and evaporative cooler have broken.

Then there are the repairs to the kitchen disposal, plumbing and water heater.

But, thanks to a program offered by the city, the couple has had the appliances fixed or replaced free of charge for the past decade."

Aren't they lucky!

By the way, why do these keep breaking? Did they get a lemon from EHRS like me?

Terri

HAPPY 4TH OF JULY!

In a message dated 7/1/2009 1:34:05 P.M. US Mountain Standard Time, AZTerri@... writes:

Hi Folks!

I've lost so much because of this CSA/GNRP ordeal, and there's absolutely nothing I can do except vent here and watch my physical health go to hell over it. I still have an e-mail from Robert about the roof repair (which was promised to me by staff but never delivered) and it's dated 12/2/2003 - years ago! This gives you a rough idea of just how long their fraud has been going on.

It's astonishing the money these programs have which enable them to sweep their wrongdoing under the carpet year after year, yet, Ms. Flores never had the funds for certain repairs of mine. Likewise, she claimed to do repairs in the order of necessity, yet, while my roof was leaking and causing rot (I went right through my porch because of this) - Ms. Flores was replacing people's garbage disposals (according to the articles I read).

I'd call that abusing funds.

I bet they've spent a fortune over the years covering up for Ms. Flores and other staff any time a client had the courage to speak up. Destroying my life probably cost them a pretty penny too. It can't be real cheap to block the world from even listening to me, let alone read my documents.

I just exist from day to day, praying for civil justice, with no end to the anguish in sight. I've been in a metaphorical prison all these years when I am the victim. Anyone who states contrary is a liar, and I hope they find themselves residing in a penal complex.

Terri

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#48506

From: AZTerri@...
Date: Wed Jul 1, 2009 4:29 pm
Subject: What a Waste of Money

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Hi Folks!

I've lost so much because of this CSA/GNRP ordeal, and there's absolutely nothing I can do except vent here and watch my physical health go to hell over it. I still have an e-mail from Robert about the roof repair (which was promised to me by staff but never delivered) and it's dated 12/2/2003 - years ago! This gives you a rough idea of just how long their fraud has been going on.

It's astonishing the money these programs have which enable them to sweep their wrongdoing under the carpet year after year, yet, Ms. Flores never had the funds for certain repairs of mine. Likewise, she claimed to do repairs in the order of necessity, yet, while my roof was leaking and causing rot (I went right through my porch because of this) - Ms. Flores was replacing people's garbage disposals (according to the articles I read).

I'd call that abusing funds.

I bet they've spent a fortune over the years covering up for Ms. Flores and other staff any time a client had the courage to speak up. Destroying my life probably cost them a pretty penny too. It can't be real cheap to block the world from even listening to me, let alone read my documents.

I just exist from day to day, praying for civil justice, with no end to the anguish in sight. I've been in a metaphorical prison all these years when I am the victim. Anyone who states contrary is a liar, and I hope they find themselves residing in a penal complex.

Terri

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#48505

From: AZTerri@...
Date: Wed Jul 1, 2009 6:40 am
Subject: THE CRUCIBLE

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THE CRUCIBLE

Abigail Williams and some other young girls point their fingers at neighbors, accusing them of being in league with El Diablo. In the beginning, most townsfolk scurry away. Later, some of them participate in the madness; applauding as they watch their innocent neighbors hang to death (what a horrifically convenient way to filch).

If you want an idea of what I've been going through for years now: imagine people running from you as if you've committed a crime, yet, in your case no one will tell you what the offense is supposed to be and no attorney is permitted to represent you.

Do you want to know when this method of “attack” is used? When the accuser’s evidence is nothing but fabrications and flimsy merde, and the accuser is terrified of their victim having an attorney because they know that any attorney would rip it to shreds.

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#48504

From: AZTerri@...
Date: Wed Jul 1, 2009 1:04 am
Subject: Re: Old Friend

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Hi Folks!

I don't have much to do with the old friend below. Years back I heard he got into trouble for stalking women. His behavior was strange at times to me, however, I don't know if he stalks women.

Terri

HAPPY 4TH OF JULY!

In a message dated 6/30/2009 7:47:23 P.M. US Mountain Standard Time, AZTerri@... writes:

Hi Folks!

I reconnected with an old friend because I wanted to know if the FBI and certain people have contacted him about this CSA/GNRP matter. I need to know who's behind all the blockage. However, he was playing dumb about our past so there's no way to tell for certain if he's feigning ignorance about other things too.

'Night

Terri

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#48503

From: AZTerri@...
Date: Tue Jun 30, 2009 10:45 pm
Subject: Old Friend

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Hi Folks!

I reconnected with an old friend because I wanted to know if the FBI and certain people have contacted him about this CSA/GNRP matter. I need to know who's behind all the blockage. However, he was playing dumb about our past so there's no way to tell for certain if he's feigning ignorance about other things too.

'Night

Terri

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#48502

From: AZTerri@...
Date: Tue Jun 30, 2009 10:37 pm
Subject: Broke...

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Hi Folks!

I've got some broken, rotting back teeth and can't afford to have them fixed. One in particular has been really hurting on and off for quite some time. Sigh.

Terri

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#48501

From: AZTerri@...
Date: Mon Jun 29, 2009 10:12 pm
Subject: Added Grief

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Hi Folks!

As most of you know by now, this CSA/GNRP ordeal was preventing me from earning a living. Being hindered from working much caused me to get behind on bills/my credit was destroyed, and subsequently I was evicted from my home a few months back. When I got behind on bills my DSL service was disconnected for non payment. As most you also know by now, I work online. This is how I've supported myself in all the years I've resided here. So now, on top of everything else, with only dial-up at my disposal it takes FOREVER to get any work done. It takes forever for my account to load so I can see what orders I have; forever to get e-mails from clients; forever to send orders, ad nauseam. It takes so long to do things that normally would be a snap - sometimes it's so exhausting and the added grief just makes me break down and cry. Not to mention that taking so long isn't helping my business any. It doesn't always make for real happy clientele. This is all so disgusting...

Terri

"The world is a dangerous place, not because of those who do evil,
but because of those who look on and do nothing..."

~ Einstein

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#48500

From: AZTerri@...
Date: Mon Jun 29, 2009 8:19 pm
Subject: Wow! Office Worker Goes Nuts

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http://www.stupidvideos.com/video/just_plain_stupid/Office_Worker_Goes_Nuts/

I wonder if this is what it's like to work at CSA/GNRP? Usually companies that are so hostile to clients for no valid reason at all - it's really "bad" behind closed doors!

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#48499

From: AZTerri@...
Date: Mon Jun 29, 2009 1:39 pm
Subject: Get Your ANGRIES Out!

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Get Your ANGRIES Out!

And Those Mads, Bads and Grumpies...

"Everyone gets the angries. But sometimes they make us say and do things that we don't really mean. We can learn how to release those mads in safe ways, so that no one gets hurt and we feel better.

Ask yourself, "How would the quality of your life improve if you used your anger in safe, acceptable ways?"

Yes! You can learn positive things to do with your anger! If you are human, then you have angry feelings. What a novel idea! Instead of making your anger bad, stuffing it down or exploding with frustration, take The Anger Challenge.

The Anger Challenge is to learn ways to deal with your mads constructively! What a challenge! To learn about yourself and the person you are upset with rather than blowing up. To do many creative things with your anger rather than hurting others or yourself. Take up The Anger Challenge and feel better about yourself and be happier in your relationships. Make choices to let go of those ugly mads and angries..."

Read more here at the Get Your ANGRIES Out! website...

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#48498

From: AZTerri@...
Date: Sun Jun 28, 2009 5:40 pm
Subject: Re: Oh, Those Disorders!

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I am sure the Mexican, Hispanic, et al men I've dated would find a paranoid imagining such as the example below comical (in a really sad kind of way).

Terri

In a message dated 6/28/2009 1:38:43 P.M. US Mountain Standard Time, AZTerri@... writes:

Hi Folks!

I wonder if whomever has been blocking me in so many capacities has any disorder(s)? Examples would be:

*Paranoid Disorder; whereupon the culprit is erroneously convinced I want to hurt them in any way (i.e., that a Caucasian wants to get them fired from their job because they are Mexican) so they absolutely must prevent me from suing (i.e., in the misguided notion they are protecting other Mexicans from being fired too). Rather than recognizing reality: I only want to protect my person from staff of these programs.

*Paranoids have a distrust of others in general and/or of specific groups such as Caucasians. They have the persistent suspicion that people around them have sinister motives. For example, delusions a coworker is trying to poison them. They see antagonistic intentions in the words and actions of others when none exist. Paranoids can appear hostile, cold, distant, or moody. They frequently project, shift the blame, carry long-term grudges, and are vindictive.

*Sociopathic Disorder; whereupon the culprit is consciously aware that preventing me from getting assistance from programs in general is causing me suffering and loss, and could result in my death, but they just don't care and/or justify themselves! Then again, some Sociopaths are sadistic. They get off on torturing others!

*Sociopaths have a disregard for the rights of others. In fact, a significant trait of this disorder is the violation of the rights of others. This can manifest by discounting the mental, physical, or sexual well being of another human being. Sociopaths can appear friendly and even charming, however, these characteristics are superficial; used to deceive and con those around them. They lack remorse for how their words and actions injure people. They frequently indulge in alcohol or drugs.

Disorders like the above can be dangerous! A lot more so than, let's say, a bipolar disorder. Any manic depressives I've known wouldn't hurt a fly so I've always felt safe socializing with them.

On the other hand, I do find bigotsand sociopaths very frightening...

Terri

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#48497

From: AZTerri@...
Date: Sun Jun 28, 2009 4:40 pm
Subject: Oh, Those Disorders!

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Hi Folks!

I wonder if whomever has been blocking me in so many capacities has any disorder(s)? Examples would be:

*Paranoid Disorder; whereupon the culprit is erroneously convinced I want to hurt them in any way (i.e., that a Caucasian wants to get them fired from their job because they are Mexican) so they absolutely must prevent me from suing (i.e., in the misguided notion they are protecting other Mexicans from being fired too). Rather than recognizing reality: I only want to protect my person from staff of these programs.

*Paranoids have a distrust of others in general and/or of specific groups such as Caucasians. They have the persistent suspicion that people around them have sinister motives. For example, delusions a coworker is trying to poison them. They see antagonistic intentions in the words and actions of others when none exist. Paranoids can appear hostile, cold, distant, or moody. They frequently project, shift the blame, carry long-term grudges, and are vindictive.

*Sociopathic Disorder; whereupon the culprit is consciously aware that preventing me from getting assistance from programs in general is causing me suffering and loss, and could result in my death, but they just don't care and/or justify themselves! Then again, some Sociopaths are sadistic. They get off on torturing others!

*Sociopaths have a disregard for the rights of others. In fact, a significant trait of this disorder is the violation of the rights of others. This can manifest by discounting the mental, physical, or sexual well being of another human being. Sociopaths can appear friendly and even charming, however, these characteristics are superficial; used to deceive and con those around them. They lack remorse for how their words and actions injure people. They frequently indulge in alcohol or drugs.

Disorders like the above can be dangerous! A lot more so than, let's say, a bipolar disorder. Any manic depressives I've known wouldn't hurt a fly so I've always felt safe socializing with them.

On the other hand, I do find bigots

and sociopaths very frightening...

Terri

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#48495

From: AZTerri@...
Date: Sat Jun 27, 2009 6:37 am
Subject: CONTACT THE ATTORNEY GENERAL

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Hi Folks!

I just came up with an idea. I don't know if any of you have tried to help me with this CSA/GNRP ordeal behind the scenes or are planning to, however, if you have tried and/or do try in the future and someone blocked and/or does try to block you (i.e., threatens you in any capacity) why don't you contact the Arizona Office of the Attorney General (AOAG) about this at: http://www.azag.gov/contact.html (you can send a copy of this same information to me too).

AOAG is the only agency that investigated my complaints and they did what they were allowed based on the information provided, so perhaps they can use any and all information regarding the violation of my victim rights. Whomever has been blocking others from assisting me as the victim is dangerous. Gracias!

Terri

"In matters of truth and justice, there is no difference between large and small problems,
for issues concerning the treatment of people are all the same."

~ Einstein

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#48494

From: AZTerri@...
Date: Fri Jun 26, 2009 4:40 pm
Subject: Michael Jackson

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I imagine the vultures will descend on Michael Jackson's estate, and there will be lawsuits galore as people fight for a piece of the pie. On the other hand, perhaps I am so cynical because this is how most family members of mine are when a loved one dies:

1) They'll ask if there's anyone they can sue.

2) They'll fight over money/possessions left behind, "I want that! It's mine! Gimme!"

3) They'll deny all of the above.

Terri

"The world is a dangerous place, not because of those who do evil,
but because of those who look on and do nothing..."

~ Einstein

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#48493

From: AZTerri@...
Date: Thu Jun 25, 2009 2:02 pm
Subject: Experienced

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Hi FoIks!

I wish I had the means to hire a P.I. I am really curious if CSA/GNRP has ever caused the insanity or death of any clients by blocking everyone from doing anything about the client's complaints; resulting in him/her being institutionalized, suffering a fatal injury, or even committing suicide.

CSA/GNRP knowing just what to say and do to get almost everyone to act as if my complaints don't even exist and to prevent them from giving me assistance for so long implies experience with cover ups. They may have tormented me but they can't break me. I stand behind my story 100% and will forevermore. They could nail me to a cross and it wouldn't modify the reality of the kind of people they are.

Terri

"Mad Cow Disease!"

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#48492

From: AZTerri@...
Date: Thu Jun 25, 2009 2:39 am
Subject: Escape from L.A.

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For those who are curious: whilst at the shelter some of the women confided that they had either been there a while or they'd been going from shelter to shelter for years - even though some agencies offered to help place them in apartments. If you saw the shelter I am referring to you might think, "Why on earth would anyone choose to stay here? Grab the apartment!" Yet, the fact is that these particular women were absolutely terrified of the neighborhoods they'd have to live in. One acted like she'd rather kill herself than dwell in an area where she'd be too afraid to open her front door, let alone go outside. I couldn't blame her.

Any social worker should know this because I caught on rather quickly myself. Since I don't have a car I had to walk all alone down some really creepy streets at times. On more than one occasion I almost peed myself. I.e., not just because this man kept circling me and eyeballing the bag I kept my purse and other belongings in, but because there was no safe place to run to! Aside from praying for protection, I remember thinking, "This neighborhood looks just like a scene from that movie Escape From L.A. I've got to get out of here." If I was forced to live in those apartments, I'd definitely be further traumatized.

Terri

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#48491

From: AZTerri@...
Date: Thu Jun 25, 2009 12:07 am
Subject: Re: My Neighbor is an Alien!

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I know my posts make me sound uppity at times but that's because I figure I am just venting to the air a fair amount of the time anyway

Terri

In a message dated 6/24/2009 3:01:54 P.M. US Mountain Standard Time, AZTerri@... writes:

Hi Folks!

Sometimes I will tell cab drivers about CSA/GNRP but there's only enough time to share pieces of the story. I told one last night that the FBI is taking forever to answer my complaints and I want to know why. E.g., are they busy with terrorists, deluged with tips each day, do these programs have connections with them, or what? The cab driver suggested that they probably also get a lot of "crackpots" who contact them with stories about living next door to aliens and he added that they aren't referring to "immigrants" either.

Which made me wonder: it would be time consuming, hard work to sift through all the paranoid delusionals - if done properly. Putting aside blatant delusions such as neighbors who are little green men, however, how can the FBI ascertain whether a complaint is legitimate if they don't even ask a person if they have any evidence of the crime they are reporting (i.e., documents)? I mean, it's unlikely that if you report a program for breaking the law that program is going to tell the FBI, "We certainly did break the law! More than once, may we add! Here is all the evidence you need to nail us!"

Anyway, I have an eccentric sense of humor so while this cab driver and I were on the topic of conspiracy theories it occurred to me, "Since most of these cabs have cameras, anyone watching the tapes who was not in possession of the facts could think I sound like Jerry Fletcher!" I couldn't help but laugh about that throughout the evening because during the course of my life a number of people have nicknamed me "Spock" (I need to gather as much evidence as possible before reaching a conclusion).

Terri

A good conspiracy is unprovable. I mean, if you can prove it,

it means they screwed up somewhere along the line."

~ Jerry Fletcher; Conspiracy Theory (1997)

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#48490

From: AZTerri@...
Date: Wed Jun 24, 2009 6:00 pm
Subject: My Neighbor is an Alien!

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Hi Folks!

Sometimes I will tell cab drivers about CSA/GNRP but there's only enough time to share pieces of the story. I told one last night that the FBI is taking forever to answer my complaints and I want to know why. E.g., are they busy with terrorists, deluged with tips each day, do these programs have connections with them, or what? The cab driver suggested that they probably also get a lot of "crackpots" who contact them with stories about living next door to aliens and he added that they aren't referring to "immigrants" either.

Which made me wonder: it would be time consuming, hard work to sift through all the paranoid delusionals - if done properly. Putting aside blatant delusions such as neighbors who are little green men, however, how can the FBI ascertain whether a complaint is legitimate if they don't even ask a person if they have any evidence of the crime they are reporting (i.e., documents)? I mean, it's unlikely that if you report a program for breaking the law that program is going to tell the FBI, "We certainly did break the law! More than once, may we add! Here is all the evidence you need to nail us!"

Anyway, I have an eccentric sense of humor so while this cab driver and I were on the topic of conspiracy theories it occurred to me, "Since most of these cabs have cameras, anyone watching the tapes who was not in possession of the facts could think I sound like Jerry Fletcher!" I couldn't help but laugh about that throughout the evening because during the course of my life a number of people have nicknamed me "Spock" (I need to gather as much evidence as possible before reaching a conclusion).

Terri

A good conspiracy is unprovable. I mean, if you can prove it,

it means they screwed up somewhere along the line."

~ Jerry Fletcher; Conspiracy Theory (1997)

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#48489

From: AZTerri@...
Date: Wed Jun 24, 2009 2:18 am
Subject: ATTENTION FOLKS

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Здравствулте! люди:

If you e-mail me off list please do not be offended if you do not receive a reply at this time, as I am going through a difficult period. Спасибо...

Terri

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but because of those who look on and do nothing..."

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#48488

From: AZTerri@...
Date: Tue Jun 23, 2009 11:43 am
Subject: Maybe...

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Hi Folks!

Let's throw some "maybes" out here. This isn't a theory so much as, "This is possible..." because this entire predicament is so dang bizarre:

If the FBI is against me, rather than conduct an impartial investigation (if any investigation at all) of my complaints maybe they've been telling everyone who wants to help me to mind their own business, and that's why this hell has been dragging on for yeeeeeaaaaars.

Maybe they were hoping if they blocked everyone from getting involved long enough I'd end up on the streets and disappear (I informed them I was going to be evicted if somebody didn't do something) or even die from lack of repairs (i.e., I told DOJ and just about everyone else about the compressor matter). Then the "problem" would be eliminated.

I have heard the FBI is cold-blooded. I would wonder if they become this way due to their line of work, but when attending the funeral of my Uncle Kenneth I was awed by how many people gave speeches about him lending a hand. A homeless man expressed that Kenny was always there for the underdog - before placing some flowers on his coffin. Ergo, it is possible to do any job and still have a heart. There isn't any excuse for being merciless.

Terri

"The world is a dangerous place, not because of those who do evil,
but because of those who look on and do nothing..."

~ Einstein

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#48487

From: AZTerri@...
Date: Mon Jun 22, 2009 5:27 pm
Subject: Re: Just Ignore Me

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I should not have been compelled to repeatedly prove things anyway. For example, normally if you say to someone, "A technician said a part is freezing and it shouldn't be doing that," they'll answer, "Oh, let's examine that further and see if we can remedy it." Whereas, Ms. Flores just did not want to spend the money on my repairs so she was determined to make me out a liar or kook any time she made an unsound judgment.

Terri

"The world is a dangerous place, not because of those who do evil,
but because of those who look on and do nothing..."

~ Einstein

In a message dated 6/22/2009 12:03:51 P.M. US Mountain Standard Time, AZTerri@... writes:

Compressor is acting up again where it blows warm to hot air and will do this indefinitely unless I turn it off, let it cool down, and then turn it back on. Sometimes it has to be kept off for an hour or more which can make one rather panicky and even sick sometimes, "When is it going to blow cool air again? What if it never does?" Which is also why my social life has been pretty non existent every summer for years now. I can't leave the home for more than a few hours at a time.

You know, when EHRS insisted the problem was "debris" (despite one of their own technicians suggesting a defect) I actually got witnesses to see that it was blowing hot air when there was no debris on it. I informed Ms. Flores and another staff member I had witnesses to this effect. Her response was to ignore me. She and other staff had the habit of using this tactic whenever I could prove things. Like when they told me there was nothing in my file about the roof needing to be done so I forwarded them the e-mail stating they were going to send a roofer over - poof! - they ceased answering my correspondence for months and months.

I suspect this served a twofold purpose: to cover her butt and to torment me.

Terri

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#48486

From: AZTerri@...
Date: Mon Jun 22, 2009 1:45 pm
Subject: Just Ignore Me

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Compressor is acting up again where it blows warm to hot air and will do this indefinitely unless I turn it off, let it cool down, and then turn it back on. Sometimes it has to be kept off for an hour or more which can make one rather panicky and even sick sometimes, "When is it going to blow cool air again? What if it never does?" Which is also why my social life has been pretty non existent every summer for years now. I can't leave the home for more than a few hours at a time.

You know, when EHRS insisted the problem was "debris" (despite one of their own technicians suggesting a defect) I actually got witnesses to see that it was blowing hot air when there was no debris on it. I informed Ms. Flores and another staff member I had witnesses to this effect. Her response was to ignore me. She and other staff had the habit of using this tactic whenever I could prove things. Like when they told me there was nothing in my file about the roof needing to be done so I forwarded them the e-mail stating they were going to send a roofer over - poof! - they ceased answering my correspondence for months and months.

I suspect this served a twofold purpose: to cover her butt and to torment me.

Terri

"The world is a dangerous place, not because of those who do evil,
but because of those who look on and do nothing..."

~ Einstein

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#48485

From: AZTerri@...
Date: Mon Jun 22, 2009 1:12 pm
Subject: Racism and Suicide

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http://www.suicide.org/racism-and-suicide.html

Racism and Suicide

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#48484

From: AZTerri@...
Date: Mon Jun 22, 2009 2:46 am
Subject: Letter to AHCCCS

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Hi Folks!

I got notice from AHCCCS today indicating that I "received" a *letter a short time ago telling me that my AHCCCS health insurance will be stopping because I am no longer eligible. How do they know if I received the letter or not? I just saw it today.

*The letter they are referring to states: "We have STOPPED your AHCCCS Health Insurance" because you "FAILED TO VERIFY INCOME."

Here's my reply to AHCCCS...

To Whom It May Concern:

In response to your letter dated 06/17/09, below are the reasons I "FAILED TO VERIFY INCOME" :

1) Filling out paperwork for programs now makes me physically ill.

2) It would not be in my interest to see a doctor who works for a program, nor to get medical treatment through a program.

Here is my explanation for the above:

I reported Community Services of Arizona's Emergency Home Repair Services (and their funding source) to law enforcement approximately two years ago because I suspected these programs of breaking the law (just one example would be: they were playing games with my paperwork). Law enforcement FAILED to acknowledge my complaints.

I subsequently reported CSA/EHRS to a number of agencies such as the United States Department of Justice and they all FAILED to acknowledge my complaints, too, with the exception of one agency that could only send me letters CSA (and their funding source) sent them which were filled with lies. Said agency indicated they were prohibited by law from doing any more than that for me.

Attorneys either ignore me, tell me they are afraid they can't help, or send me on wild goose chases (none will read any of the documents I have on CSA/EHRS). Other programs in my city will not or are forbidden from assisting me (i.e., with rent).

I applied at your program, AHCCCS, around the same time I reported CSA/EHRS and the only two people I told about this was the then President/CEO of CSA and an Uncle of mine who is a member of law enforcement in CT. Although I did not explain to said President/CEO the nature of the treatment I was seeking, I did tell my Uncle I was in desperate need of dental care. Either way, your program FAILED to acknowledge any of my applications.

Being blocked from getting assistance from almost every source I've gone to and not being told what was done about my complaints regarding CSA/EHRS resulted in so much anguish and physical sickness that I ended up being evicted from my home and had to stay at a shelter a few months back. It was not until I was homeless that your program would process an application from me.

It’s programs which are responsible for me being traumatized and suffering financial loss. One program helped remedy my homelessness (God bless their hearts) but, otherwise, I don't trust you or any other government funded program anymore because the judicial system will not even recognize my grievances.

Terri

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