Hi,
Thanks for letting me in. Was not sure if I belong here or not, but
maybe some of you can help direct me. My boyfriend of 19 years is
passive aggressive and never can say an nice thing to me. Always
passive put downs, I never do anything right..I have very very low self
esteem and have my own emotional issues, fear I do not deserve better
because of my own problems. Maybe in that sense we are good for each
other. I own my house, everything is in my name because his credit is
bad, he refuses to reinstate his dr liscense, He does bring home a pay
check, so I can pay for the horse, car, truck that we got him and then
he pays our mortagage, and other living expenses also. My business did
very well at one time, however has not been doing well recently and can
not afford to make it on my own, unless I sell everything. He used to
be physically abusive, that stopped about 10 years ago. However he
does still block me in when we have an arguement in all aspects, with
his body, car, or door. I think I have made light of my sitituation
always focusing on the good aspects of him...I panic when I think of
leaving him. I do have an anxiety problem where I can not function and
fear that this might happen to me...Kim