I would love to film my hubby in action. I am calm and he is yelling, name
calling, etc. I am sick of the verbal/mental abuse. Then when over he is calm as
can be and I am a wreck. I can so sympathize.

zestforart@... wrote:

he made me look crazy to everyone else, because he just seemed so very kind and
decent

Cynthia:

Amen, amen, amen.? I
just got done looking at a video of us talking and him jacking me
around and me being very rational and sincere and then his callousness making me
cry, and yet I know everyone outside of our family thinks he's the
greatest....it's the weirdest feeling in the world.? So unreal.? Totally
unbelieveable....no wonder I denied it was happening for so long.



(not so) Zest ful






-----Original Message-----
From: Cynthia Burkey
To: End_Verbal_Abuse@yahoogroups.com
Sent: Sun, 17 Feb 2008 2:40 pm
Subject: Re: {End Verbal Abuse} Re: I hate waking up in the morning





























>

>When I would watch my abuser applying this charm to someone else to

>achieve a purpose, sometimes I'd almost puke.

>

OMG, me too. isn't it incredible? and people fall right into the trap.....it's
almost like the charm is some sort of commodity they can turn on and off. it
used to really upset me because this was how he made me look crazy to everyone
else, because he just seemed so very kind and decent.



















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