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Many thanks
Meredith

I have a horror of making errors at work.  I check and double check
everything.  I have to be very careful.  I checked myself for
Altzheimers and got NO.  I removed that and need to remove ADD.  I
don't know what is my problem.  Always been a little dingy.  That
didn't matter when I was being a musician.  You know, typical crazy
artist type.  In nursing it is different.  Being dingy can kill
someone.  So I work extra hard.  Would like to be able to jack up my
presence of mind at work or when I am driving -- you know, life and
death situations.  Has anyone else thought about this?

Meredith

I test no!  But then I have had some pretty strange testing results lately.  If
I am switched, it is probably on account of being tired.

Meredith



Meredith,,  are you switched ???!!!  Leslie


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Good idea about the flu.  I don't know about wheat.  I will test for that also. 
I am kind of ticked off right now about testing, because yesterday I tested that
I was having a heart attack, and I know it was my stomach.

Meredith



Meredith,,  you might want to test for the flu too...   Since we get rid of
so much with immunics,, we may get "a residual" flu that doesn't have strong
symptoms... but may give body aches...   also,,   do you have any issues with
wheat ?

Leslie


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This all sounds so right.  I had to go to Little Rock today and did immunics for
my cough on the way up.  I removed allergies, sinusitis, bronchitis, viruses,
and installed healthy mucous membranes, worked on organs, etc.  I didn't even
feel like coughing for the whole two-hour class.  Then it returned.  So on the
way home, I did the whole procedure all over again.  Still not coughing after 3
hours.  One word of caution!  Regarding immunics while driving.  Be careful!  I
was going down the interstate at 70mph, got too deep in the CCP, and woke up
driving into the median.  Managed to slow and finally stop without hitting
anything.  Just sat there in the grass for a while to get over the fright.  Sent
up a prayer of thanksgiving that I was still alive, and came on home.

Thanks,
Meredith


Hello to dear Friend Meredith!

I'm through with a 3 month shift for The Corporation, back to freelancing for a
while, have time to read & comment.  Goood to be back.

Re:  Fibro:

From my own personal expereince, you're smack on the money about the achies etc.
being fibro kicking up due to sleep changes.

Below is my fibro protocol, on a physical, rather than immunics level.  Test &
see if any of it is helpful to you.

Soak in a tub with Dr. Singha's mustard bath:  mustard, baking soda, eucalyptus,
thyme, mint, etc.  It's spendy.  I do almost as well with baking soda, and
lavendar.  Or epsom salts & lavendar.

Anoint 'sorespots' with straight lavendar oil.  Seems to release the 'energy
clot.'

Avoid caffiene, sugar, wheat and dairy.

I take amytriptaline to sleep.  Needs prescription. Try valerian.

I get a little <noodge> from On High to suggest Melatonin, & read up on
melatonin & jet lag protocol.  There's apparantly a way to reset sleep patterns
with that.  You may also need to get a light-box to 'fake out' your biological
clock.

Test & see if any of this is appropriate.

Oh- and test your various emotional bodies for 'grief' around the cough - what
sadness are you carrying, unreleased?  Or 5th Chakra for things unsaid.  (Again,
my own protocols for dealing with upper respiratory goo.)

Hugs!  -Karen-

Well, I have worked 2 weeks in my new job.  I care for a young child
on a ventilator in her home 2 nights a week.  Here are some of the
challenges.

I continually have to remove viruses while at work.  I can feel that
I am under attack by something, and usually if I test, it is viruses
in my higher bodies.  The other night, it was different.  I felt like
coughing, I had sinus drainage into my throat.  But I tested free of
viruses.  I removed them anyhow, from each body.  But I still had the
problem.  I tested that I had no other microbial pathologies except
yeast.  I found that I have to do dietary adjustments to get rid of
it.

Then I tested for held pathologies.  The first one I tested was
trauma.  I have almost finished my whole life clearing, and have only
to cover about the first 5 years of my life.  So I worked on that
also.  Then I tested the child for trauma.  She has bunches.  Then I
found all of both our bodies and merged them.  I did a bunch of
removals and installations for her genetic condition and her
breathing difficulties.  Her bodies were cute!  They sort of orbited
her just above her shoulders and up.

After all the immunics, she slept better, but I still had my cough.
Still have it.  When I remove it and then test, I get no.  I am
really stumped.  I wonder if my body is rebelling because of my night
shifts.  I have had a flare of my fibromyalgia.  I test that it is
because of my altered sleep patterns.  It has been months since I
have woken up practically unable to navigate because of the pain.  I
would welcome any suggestions about this.

Thanks,
Meredith







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Thank you for helping.

Meredith

Well, I have worked 2 weeks in my new job.  I care for a young child
on a ventilator in her home 2 nights a week.  Here are some of the
challenges.

I continually have to remove viruses while at work.  I can feel that
I am under attack by something, and usually if I test, it is viruses
in my higher bodies.  The other night, it was different.  I felt like
coughing, I had sinus drainage into my throat.  But I tested free of
viruses.  I removed them anyhow, from each body.  But I still had the
problem.  I tested that I had no other microbial pathologies except
yeast.  I found that I have to do dietary adjustments to get rid of
it.

Then I tested for held pathologies.  The first one I tested was
trauma.  I have almost finished my whole life clearing, and have only
to cover about the first 5 years of my life.  So I worked on that
also.  Then I tested the child for trauma.  She has bunches.  Then I
found all of both our bodies and merged them.  I did a bunch of
removals and installations for her genetic condition and her
breathing difficulties.  Her bodies were cute!  They sort of orbited
her just above her shoulders and up.

After all the immunics, she slept better, but I still had my cough.
Still have it.  When I remove it and then test, I get no.  I am
really stumped.  I wonder if my body is rebelling because of my night
shifts.  I have had a flare of my fibromyalgia.  I test that it is
because of my altered sleep patterns.  It has been months since I
have woken up practically unable to navigate because of the pain.  I
would welcome any suggestions about this.

Thanks,
Meredith

I just tested that there is something special about dimension 27 with regard to
focusing.  Now to find out what it is.

Meredith

lescase@... wrote:


Have fun with the new job, Meredith ! ps. the sink is a terrific 1st start
!!!
My latest challenge,,, this is a weird one... but I have a bunch of stay at
home mom friends and they want to get together during the week,, for coffee,,
etc. I would love to do this (and do) but have so many things on my "career"
to do list that each week turns into a guilt ,,, or overly chaotic time. I
think since I have a home business, it seems (to the world) that I have free
time ! This is all very distracting,, but I also want to help friends who
have health issues/ other troubles with whatever resources I have. Anyway,
I'm afraid life is slipping by and the lack of focus is not helping. Am I
attracting distractors ? I get a yes.

Karen, did you say you are on the chakra buddies list ? Is that one
interesting ?
I'm reading a book on them ,,, it's really quite a study isn't it ?

CCP all ! Leslie


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I think I may join the chakra group myself.  I know a little about it, but I
would like to learn more about the higher dimensions and how to merge mine with
another person in order to channel.  I wonder if you can merge with a person who
has passed over and channel them.  That would be awesome.

Also, I wonder if activating your higher chakras can help you focus.  I just
tested yes on that.  Now to find which dimension(s) and how to get there.  More
on this when I have tested more.

Love,
Meredith

lescase@... wrote:


Have fun with the new job, Meredith ! ps. the sink is a terrific 1st start
!!!
My latest challenge,,, this is a weird one... but I have a bunch of stay at
home mom friends and they want to get together during the week,, for coffee,,
etc. I would love to do this (and do) but have so many things on my "career"
to do list that each week turns into a guilt ,,, or overly chaotic time. I
think since I have a home business, it seems (to the world) that I have free
time ! This is all very distracting,, but I also want to help friends who
have health issues/ other troubles with whatever resources I have. Anyway,
I'm afraid life is slipping by and the lack of focus is not helping. Am I
attracting distractors ? I get a yes.

Karen, did you say you are on the chakra buddies list ? Is that one
interesting ?
I'm reading a book on them ,,, it's really quite a study isn't it ?

CCP all ! Leslie


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Have fun with the new job, Meredith !   ps. the sink is a terrific 1st start
!!!
My latest challenge,,, this is a weird one... but I have a bunch of stay at
home mom friends and they want to get together during the week,, for coffee,,
etc.   I would love to do this (and do) but have so many things on my "career"
to do list that each week turns into a guilt ,,,  or overly chaotic time.   I
think since I have a home business, it seems (to the world) that I have free
time !    This is all very distracting,,  but I also want to help friends who
have health issues/ other troubles with whatever resources I have.   Anyway,
I'm afraid life is slipping by and the lack of focus is not helping.     Am I
attracting distractors ?   I get a yes.

Karen,   did you say you are on the chakra buddies list ?   Is that one
interesting ?
I'm reading a book on them ,,, it's really quite a study isn't it ?

CCP all !   Leslie


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I think Bayard meant WLC was a good thing to do in general,
especially for things you are trying to cure that may be
developmental in origin.

Meredith


--- In immunicsBuddies_Performance_Enhancement@yahoogroups.com,
lescase@a... wrote:
>
> Hi guys!  Meredith, your letter made me smile !   you're so fun,,
love your
> honesty and human-ness
> Maybe it's good for us to dump all our "flaws"  so at least they're
out
> there,,, then,  we can "release" and get to the bottom of them?   I
removed ADD
> from each of my bodies yesterday...  will continue to do
that !      Are you
> doing that ?
> How about this,,, when I was in Jr. High I was nominated "most
fogbound"...
> and at the time I wasn't even hurt by it that since I didn't
even "get it" !!!
>   I was glad to be nominated for something !!!      I was prob. in
a fog for
> a lot of my life and I blame a lot of it on a wheat/dairy diet,,
since I
> seemed to clear up when I eliminated them.    Although a
dysfunctional family w/ an
> alcoholic dad may have contributed too.  Anyway,  this fogbound
thing may be
> a separate issue from the ADD thing...  but thought I'd throw it
out there !
>
> Oh,, found the whole life clearing spot + read.   Did Bayard say
that this
> could help ADD ?  or is it just a good thing to do in general ?
Last night
> before sleep,  I worked on my birth trauma  and got up to  6 months
where I guess
> it was major trauma for me when my mom stopped breastfeeding me !
I removed
> this trauma !
>
> Where are you guys at on removals/installations, whole life
clearing.. etc ?
>   Have a focused, fulfilling, no memory lapses day !  Leslie
>
>
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I went to a new hire meeting for a home health job.  Patient is on a
vent part time.  They were telling a lot of things about her care.
It seemed that they began everything in the middle and never
finished.  The patient (age 2) was being distracting, and it was so
hard to focus.  I really tried to make sense of it, but without much
luck.  Luckily, I have a class to attend on managing ventilators.  I
probably won't really make sense of it until I can get my hands on
the machine.  I guess I am more of a tactile learner than I thought.
I always did know that I felt better in classes that required
learning a skill than in those that required the amassing of
information.

I need to take the bull by the horns and really work on this.  I
think I am still in denial.

Meredith

I have signed up on Flylady and have gotten as far as shining the
sink.  Haven't had time to make it a priority.  I want to do that
this summer so that I have more time (no home schooling) and can
begin building up some better housekeeping habits.

I really don't hate housekeeping.  There are just a lot if things
that are higher priority that sap my energy, and then there are also
a lot of things that I would rather do most of the time.  I am just
not ready to tackle this issue yet!  Probably there is something I
should remove or install that would help.

Meredith


--- In immunicsBuddies_Performance_Enhancement@yahoogroups.com,
lescase@a... wrote:
>
> Meredith,,,  have you checked out flylady @ www.flylady.net ?   She
has been
> a god send to me as far as keeping track of schedules/ appts
etc...    I
> finally feel that there's some sense of order + routine in my life
since following
> some of her concepts.     Example...  she sends you an email each
morning
> saying to check your Morning schedule before you do anything
else...   that way,
> you can't screw up too much !    Definitely only have one
calendar !!!   we
> get scattered w/ too many floating around.   I should talk,,  I
still have my
> 2004 calendar I refuse to toss... why???  since what if there's
something in
> there I need to refer to ???!!   This is clutter,  which we don't
need more of
> !!!    I hate to admit it but I'm starting to find out that
routines really help
> me... and help me to get to the calm clear place !,,,,  actually, I
can be in
> the calm clear place while engaged in the routine...  maybe when
you have the
> "ability to control" your time and what you do with it,,  it frees
you up?
>  Just thinking out loud !    Thanks for being there, you too
Karen !   Leslie
>
>
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Meredith,,,  have you checked out flylady @ www.flylady.net ?   She has been
a god send to me as far as keeping track of schedules/ appts  etc...    I
finally feel that there's some sense of order + routine in my life since
following
some of her concepts.     Example...  she sends you an email each morning
saying to check your Morning schedule before you do anything else...   that way,
you can't screw up too much !    Definitely only have one calendar !!!   we
get scattered w/ too many floating around.   I should talk,,  I still have my
2004 calendar I refuse to toss... why???  since what if there's something in
there I need to refer to ???!!   This is clutter,  which we don't need more of
!!!    I hate to admit it but I'm starting to find out that routines really help
me... and help me to get to the calm clear place !,,,,  actually, I can be in
the calm clear place while engaged in the routine...  maybe when you have the
"ability to control" your time and what you do with it,,  it frees you up?
  Just thinking out loud !    Thanks for being there, you too Karen !   Leslie


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LOL!  Fogbound is a great way to describe it.  That explains why I forgot an
inportant phone call as well as an appointment yeaterday when they were both on
two different calendars!  My 12-yr-old checks the calendar and reminds me of
stuff.  No point in trying to hide your flaws when they are hanging out in front
of everybody!  Getting rid of them is another thing entirely.

lescase@... wrote:

Hi guys! Meredith, your letter made me smile ! you're so fun,, love your
honesty and human-ness
Maybe it's good for us to dump all our "flaws" so at least they're out
there,,, then, we can "release" and get to the bottom of them? I removed ADD
from each of my bodies yesterday... will continue to do that ! Are you
doing that ?
How about this,,, when I was in Jr. High I was nominated "most fogbound"...
and at the time I wasn't even hurt by it that since I didn't even "get it" !!!
I was glad to be nominated for something !!! I was prob. in a fog for
a lot of my life and I blame a lot of it on a wheat/dairy diet,, since I
seemed to clear up when I eliminated them. Although a dysfunctional family w/ an
alcoholic dad may have contributed too. Anyway, this fogbound thing may be
a separate issue from the ADD thing... but thought I'd throw it out there !

Oh,, found the whole life clearing spot + read. Did Bayard say that this
could help ADD ? or is it just a good thing to do in general ? Last night
before sleep, I worked on my birth trauma and got up to 6 months where I guess
it was major trauma for me when my mom stopped breastfeeding me ! I removed
this trauma !

Where are you guys at on removals/installations, whole life clearing.. etc ?
Have a focused, fulfilling, no memory lapses day ! Leslie


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Hi guys!  Meredith, your letter made me smile !   you're so fun,,  love your
honesty and human-ness
Maybe it's good for us to dump all our "flaws"  so at least they're out
there,,, then,  we can "release" and get to the bottom of them?   I removed ADD
from each of my bodies yesterday...  will continue to do that !      Are you
doing that ?
How about this,,, when I was in Jr. High I was nominated "most fogbound"...
and at the time I wasn't even hurt by it that since I didn't even "get it" !!!
   I was glad to be nominated for something !!!      I was prob. in a fog for
a lot of my life and I blame a lot of it on a wheat/dairy diet,, since I
seemed to clear up when I eliminated them.    Although a dysfunctional family w/
an
alcoholic dad may have contributed too.  Anyway,  this fogbound thing may be
a separate issue from the ADD thing...  but thought I'd throw it out there !

Oh,, found the whole life clearing spot + read.   Did Bayard say that this
could help ADD ?  or is it just a good thing to do in general ?  Last night
before sleep,  I worked on my birth trauma  and got up to  6 months where I
guess
it was major trauma for me when my mom stopped breastfeeding me !  I removed
this trauma !

Where are you guys at on removals/installations, whole life clearing.. etc ?
   Have a focused, fulfilling, no memory lapses day !  Leslie


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It was in the table of contents.  Don't know how I missed it the
first time when I looked there.  Anyhow, Here is the link.  There are
others linked to it also.

http://www.immunics.org/colleague/skills/skill06/wlc.htm

Meredith

Same here.
Meredith
*********************


Thanks for researching, Meredith.

If Keely has responded in the last couple of days, I missed it.  I had a glitch
interrupting services, may have lost some mail.  If the location has been found,
please let me know.

If not, I'm still digging.

-Karen-

You and I have a lot in common.  I also tend to have a lot going on and a lot of
unfinished projects.  I also find it difficult to read some things and
concentrate on them.  Rereading pages is common, especially in things like text
books.  I can read very fast and concentrate like mad on high interest materials
like novels, but even when it is something I am interested in and want to know
about purely informative books often do not hold my attention.  If I sit down to
study something, I am up and down a dozen times to take care of trivia while
trying to read.  And I am terrible at remembering names.  Not just proper names,
but nouns of any kind.  Like one time I said I had to find a car thing, meaning
a parking space.  I never lived that one down!  I have a hard time keeping track
of engagements even though i write them down, or intend to.  I have to have
duplicating checks because I forget to fill out stubs.  Forget keeping financial
records.  I procrastinate about writing things down, then I forget, then I end
up having to apologize.  If my kids give a recital, I have to get one of the
moms to take care of the details like when, where, and who makes refreshments
etc.  I just hate detail work like that.  Multiple home businesses, none of them
done very well sounds familiar also.

***************
You wrote:




although my testing is iffy,,,   I just tested yes for ADD too, Meredith.
Well, that would explain a lot ... about my life !!!    I get distracted ultra
easily... and it shows w/ my house having a million different things going on
in it,,,    I start cleaning something and something else calls out so I jump
to the other thing..   I feel like the ricochet rabbit !
Learning has been difficult for me through life.   I majored in Social Work,,
that was an area of study I could relate to.   I could not focus on math for
the life of me...  did well with subjects that didn't require memorization and
had a story or something visual attached to it...   like history,,  art....
   sometimes have to read a page more than once since I daydreamed through it
the 1st or 2nd time !

if we entertain,,, which we often do,,, I am not the one to pull the meal
together...  I get pretty distracted by guests and can lose a train of thought
easily.   Remembering names is kindof tough too.

Have a ton of different interests and have library books floating around the
house that are on different subjects but are never read to completion.   I
even get distracted with those!!!   Have a home business but seem to have a
desire to have multiple home businesses which obviously can further distract.
Am I attracting ADD ??   I get a little yes on that.    Hmmm where to go from
here
Love, Leslie


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I just discovered I have ADD.  A doctor once told me that I had it, but I didn't
believe him because he diagnosed everybody with ADD.  I know I have always been
kind of absent minded and a little "dingy."  Well, the other day, Bayard said,
"You have ADD, don't you."  So I had to face it.  I tested and got "yes."

That could explain why sight reading music is so hard for me even though I have
been able to read music for many years.  I resisted learning it at first,
preferring to play by finger number and by ear.  After some big fights with my
mom, I finally actually learned to read the notes.  I am not fast at reading
complicated music, however, and especially not under pressure.  Then it all goes
out the window.  I don't concentrate well with distractions going on where some
people seem to be able to tune it out.  Given time and quiet, I am quite good at
figuring out complicated math problems.  Under pressure, I can't even read the
problem or listen to it when someone asks a question.  Leave me alone with it
for a few minutes, and I will give you the answer.

Somehow I learned to compensate well enough to do well in school, but not to be
very useful as an accompanist.  If I memorize the accompaniment, I am fine. 
With the help of the Harmonic I plan to work on this some more.  I had pretty
well given up on it years ago.

Meredith


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I do not know.  I have not found anything called whole life clearing either.  I
think we need help to find this.  I'm sending a copy of this to Keely.  Keely, a
group of us were advised to do a whole life clearing.  We have all been looking
for it, but can't find it on the web site.  Do you know where to find it.  We
have done searches to no avail.

Thanks,

Meredith

lescase@... wrote:


Are we looking for The Master Self-Clearing: healing others lesson? If so,
that's at http://www.wayimmune.org/colleagues/skills/skill05/use11.htm
But this skill doesn't seem to work on personal trauma clearance... so, I'm
doubtful ! Leslie


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Are we looking for The Master Self-Clearing: healing others lesson?   If so,
that's at http://www.wayimmune.org/colleagues/skills/skill05/use11.htm
But this skill doesn't seem to work on personal trauma clearance...  so, I'm
doubtful !  Leslie


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Yes its since conceptions..
and definately goes better with a buddy
Remember to  look under "Whole Life Clearing"
rather then "Clearance"
Keely will let you know when we the whole Life
clearance sale..

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---------------------------------
I'm game!  As soon as we figure out what we are really
doing.

Meredith

Karen Engelsen <siribear@...> wrote:


I recall back when I first started, reading SOMETHING
about it, whether on the hub or in e-mail I can't
recall. It may have been part of an e-discussion.

It seemed bigger than I could encompass at the time.
Now I think I'm ready.

...Maybe it is like 'shamanic recapitulation' where
you go over every year of your life & every event you
can recall, removing trauma on it. That would take
some time.

If that's the case, I'd suggest we try breaking down
things into decades, & getting a little buddy cheering
energy going ... that's a lot of work!!! -karen-







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I'm game!  As soon as we figure out what we are really doing.

Meredith

Karen Engelsen <siribear@...> wrote:


I recall back when I first started, reading SOMETHING about it, whether on the
hub or in e-mail I can't recall. It may have been part of an e-discussion.

It seemed bigger than I could encompass at the time. Now I think I'm ready.

...Maybe it is like 'shamanic recapitulation' where you go over every year of
your life & every event you can recall, removing trauma on it. That would take
some time.

If that's the case, I'd suggest we try breaking down things into decades, &
getting a little buddy cheering energy going ... that's a lot of work!!! -karen-







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count me in on life clearing endeavors !   I'll search the hub too !   Leslie


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I recall back when I first started, reading SOMETHING about it, whether on the
hub or in e-mail I can't recall.  It may have been part of an e-discussion.

It seemed bigger than I could encompass at the time.  Now I think I'm ready.

...Maybe it is like 'shamanic recapitulation' where you go over every year of
your life & every event you can recall, removing trauma on it.  That would take
some time.

If that's the case, I'd suggest we try breaking down things into decades, &
getting a little buddy cheering energy going ... that's a lot of work!!! 
-karen-

The whole life clearance was something Bayard told me about over the
phone.  When I wrote it to you I had not looked it up yet.  So far I
have not found it.  I am still looking.  I should have found it
before mentioning it to you, but anyhow, let's both look.  I have
done a search of the web site and came up with nothing.  It must be
in there with different wording.  If we don't find it, we may have to
cry "uncle" and ask Bayard.

Meredith

No, I haven't done a whole life clearing but it sounds really good to me.

Can you point me to the lesson on the Hub?

Also ... is this something we could buddy up on?

Might be helpful.

-Karen-

Have you tried doing a whole life clearing.  I am about to do that.  Bayard says
it takes several days but is really worth it.

Meredith

**************************


Shame is the major blocker I have for performance.

Right now I'm wrestling with needing to do some work for a client & I've been
stalling for 2 months, due to feeling inadequate.  I'm 'projecting' my
mother-shame
onto this client...I can barely read her e-mails without going into anxiety,
which
is due to anticipated shaming.

I have been working on clearing this with RIK... it's slow, there is some
improvement,
but what seems to need to happen is me gaining full "K" of the depth,
nature and amount of initial shaming attendant on 'performance.'

i.e. for me, 'performance' was how I got approval... if I wasn't perfect, I got
shamed.  So it's VERY difficult to risk shaming (or perception of same) with
imperfect
performance as an adult .... this bogs me down.

I can do great things, up until expectations of performance enter into the
picture.

I'm doing trauma removals, negative introject removals, scarring removals,
installation
of god connectors.

Slow work, but progress happens.

-Karen-

Have you tried doing a whole life clearing.  I am about to do that.  Bayard says
it takes several days but is really worth it.

Meredith

**************************


Shame is the major blocker I have for performance.

Right now I'm wrestling with needing to do some work for a client & I've been
stalling for 2 months, due to feeling inadequate.  I'm 'projecting' my
mother-shame onto this client...I can barely read her e-mails without going into
anxiety, which is due to anticipated shaming.

I have been working on clearing this with RIK... it's slow, there is some
improvement, but what seems to need to happen is me gaining full "K" of the
depth, nature and amount of initial shaming attendant on 'performance.'

i.e. for me, 'performance' was how I got approval... if I wasn't perfect, I got
shamed.  So it's VERY difficult to risk shaming (or perception of same) with
imperfect performance as an adult .... this bogs me down.

I can do great things, up until expectations of performance enter into the
picture.

I'm doing trauma removals, negative introject removals, scarring removals,
installation of god connectors.

Slow work, but progress happens.

-Karen-