Hi, my name is laura, it all started on dec.14,2003, i had an
abnormal pap with high grade sil, they then sent me in on 12-28-03
for a copol and biopsies, the biopsies came back as cin 2 & 3, so
then they scheduled me for a cold knife cone on feb 13, 2004, that
one came back as cin 3 & cis without clear margins which i found out
on my birthday which is 2-20-1971, i was freaking out, i just had my
fifth child our only girl and i thought for sure i wasnt going to be
able to handle all of this, im a single mother and it scared me to
death what was going to happen to my babies if something happened to
me, but anyway, i was scheduled agian for another cold knife cone,
and my doc said this one came back with clear margins and that he
was 90% sure he had gotten it all, i was tickled, but know i have
just been back for my 6 month check and had to have my pap and 3
more biopsies, now im just waiting to see whats going to happen now,
he said he thought everything looked ok, but i still worry, im a
panic freak, im just one that cant handle bad news, he said if
things are not good he wants to do a hysterectomie, it had not
invaded through my cervix, which is good, but my question is, my
right side has hurt me on and off for years now and after all these
surgerys my stomach cramps alot and my side hurts worse than ever
now, but i guess what im looking for is just someone who can help me
deal with this and how to deal with it, i have so many questions, i
just needed to talk with someone, thank u all for your help, and i
truly wish u all the best of luck and u will be in my prayers, thank
u all, laura