Hello Everyone, I've been talking on this one discussion forum
called Lovingwithdisabilities and there is this one girl named
Chelsea who just does not seem to want to give up on anything that i
have to do with these yahoo e-groups. I feel like she is literally
strangling me just so that she can have some sort of involvement
with my friends. And i'm tired of her being so inferior because she
has been inviting me into these Christian chat rooms and i for one
am Catholic and i see a difference between the two. Night after
night she has been tiring me with her onslaught of conversations and
her Christian chat rooms and the people that come out of these chat
rooms are even more ignorant of how i feel.

I feel like i'm totally left out of society, i feel like i'm not
even being recognized as a person here. I feel like i'm not even
being taken consideration of given to the fact that i have these
disabilities, while true to the fact that i would have had to tell
some of them about my disabilities they still are very blind sighted
people nonetheless. Whether they know about my disabilities or not
they are very blindsighted. I'm tired of being used like i'm nothing
but a manican standing in the window. I want to do alot more with my
life than just sit here and talk to a bunch of people who don't know
the meaning of friendship and what it's like to help someone and
what it's like to be fond of someone that you've known for some
time. I'm tired of not having friends that understand my situation
when in reality my life could be alot better. I need to spend less
time with these people and more time with the rest of my aspergers
friends on the discussion forums.

And if Danny calls me up some time and asks me what is up, i'll just
explain to him that i want to spend more time with my friends
because to be quite honest i'm tired of feeling left out of the big
picture and being cattle prodded all the time like i'm nothing but a
cow waiting to come home. So anyways that's all for now, i hope you
understand my situation. I feel very frustrated by my disabled
friends and i want to be able to talk to my aspergers friends more.
I hope to hear from you soon,good luck in all you do.


Signed,
Greg