I went to see another surgeon and got the answer I already knew. I
had been hoping maybe he could do somethiing to help me but I was
wrong. I am still taking a lot of meds and have had to have someone
come stay with me because of the side effects and my lack of
mobility. I seem to get worse every week and I refuse to have someone
do everything for me. I refuse to give in and I need to fight this
for as long as I can.

I filed for disability last week and also talked to an attorney just
in case they deny me benefits. Going grocery shopping is a challenge
much less even thinking about getting a job. I hope I dont have to
take this to court but I am prepared to do it if necessary.

I wish for once I didn't have to fight to get what I need. I just
want to live as normal a life as possible and spend time doing things
with my kids that they will remember when I can't do them anymore.
Is that a crime?

Becca In WI