Hello Patricia
Welcome to the list. I am a new member and newly diagnosed with this disorder. I know it is scary and one feels all alone but you see, this list and few others exist. We all need to come together and embrace. It feels good. You are not alone! (Famous words eh! smile) You are a keyboard away to speak with friends. Even though this list is pretty quiet it does not mean that no one is caring. Keep smiling and find beauty around you, it helps fight the pain.
Arlie