This I wanted to share because it shows the human side of a channel
and a person who we all could never imagine being. I often wonder what
it takes out of a person to channel, to write and to be creative. It
comes from a depth deep within them.

I hope you see in this the man whose writings I so much enjoy reading
in Sedona and other publications. I know understand him so much more -
it is sad, and I wonder... well, I will hold a good thought for him.

Lori



How Could I be

A person who inspires,

A man who has loved,

A soul that hungers to be loved and touch in true ways,

Alone.

How Could I be…

So empty and forgotten,

Hurting and lost,

The person who others read and believe in,

Not good enough to be seen.

How Could I be…

So painfully rejected when all I want is to feel safely loved.

Sleepless, haunted, tormented by deep emptiness.

Some-one perhaps that can not be filled.

How Could I be…

The person who fills a room,

A hall with faces I'll never know,

And go home alone – never asked out.

How Could I be…

Someone others are jealous of,

When there is nothing to fill the void of living.

Awakened.

How Could I be…

The man that has no one to celebrate,

The accomplishes he works for.

How Could I be…

So wanting to burst through the door,

To share the excitement,

Of something inspired by love and well done,

To find emptiness.

How Could I be…

Tired, just so tried,

Of being there, being caring, and smiling.

When you just want warmth,

And to be held and to hold.

How Could I be…

Unable to whisper I love you,

Even to myself….

And - How Could I be.

David Reid Lowell from his blog -

http://davidreidlowell.blogspot.com/

An intimate view of a channel and a man.

- I found this while researching him and found it to be very moving. I
think he needs our love and prayers.

Kevon

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/MichelsMessages/